One of Those Days

I had my appointment this morning with my new/old PCP.  I killed myself to get there on time, battleing all kinds of traffic, only to get there exactly at 10am only to find out my appointment was at 9:40.  I had it in my calender on my phone and I looked at it wrong.  Of course they wouldn't see me and told me I had to reschedule.  I have waited 3 months for this appointment.  I felt like crying.  The good news is I can get in to see her next week so that isn't bad.
Then after that I went to Walmart to pick up a few things and as I was leaving I started to pull out and saw someone behind me so I stopped.  This guy was just standing there and he said "If you can't wait until I walk past you I am just going to make you wait."  I just lost it.  I yelled at him "Why don't you grow up, idiot?"  Then as he walked away I said "What are you, three?".  Yeah, real smart.  The guy was twice my size.  He didn't even look at me and that got me so mad I wanted to get out of my car and follow him.  Fortunately I didn't.  That is just so not like me.  I am usually the one to let it go and not let things bother me.  The same thing happened a while back when my boyfriend was driving and a guy got mad because he started to pull out while he was walking and the guy started yelling and I was telling the guy that we were sorry, didn't see him there.  Now I am yelling back at this guy like a maniac.  I never do that.
On the good side I was able to eat over 1800 calories today, or I will have after my night time snack.  I feel sick and bloated though  And I only dumped once.

Oh, man!  I'm so sorry. And, dang! I was hoping you got to see your PCP. ((hugs))

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Jerks are everywhere, if we are fat or skinny. 

Sorry about the PCP, but next week isn't so bad. 

I can eat so much at times and have never dumped so I wish I could pass some of that to you.  But you are a smart lady and I know you will figure this thing out. 

Take care Tazz. 
You're under a lot of stress trying to get your weight up, and hopefully everything will calm down soon.

 

Hang in! I've sure lost it at times when I'm under stress. Good for you getting the calories in!