Good Morning. Just sitting here enjoying my niacin flush...
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on 5/21/11 1:56 am, edited 5/21/11 1:58 am
on 5/21/11 1:56 am, edited 5/21/11 1:58 am
Well Hubby declined to clean out second storage space as he promised after March madness with missing the mortgage payment ( he promised to reduce his bills 300 dollars a month so he has something left at the end of the month lol ) since it was his financial unmanageability that caused it ..
But when it comes time to actually MAKE the changes he pitches a temper tantrum befitting a two year old complete with belitling , whining , accusing , shouting , etc etc. So I wasn't about to put myself through it AGAIN ... I asked him politely if the storage space was going to be cleaned out and given up this weekend without a fight .. or should I stay HERE and make better use of MY TIME.
He hung up on me .
So here I am .
I spent some time out in the garden , im going to go rollerblading and Im goingto go make a hair appointment and think about a new e-harmony profile lol
. Oh well ... serves me rightfor marrying the first guy I dated .
Does anybody know how to go about getting a Vegas marriage un-done ?
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But when it comes time to actually MAKE the changes he pitches a temper tantrum befitting a two year old complete with belitling , whining , accusing , shouting , etc etc. So I wasn't about to put myself through it AGAIN ... I asked him politely if the storage space was going to be cleaned out and given up this weekend without a fight .. or should I stay HERE and make better use of MY TIME.
He hung up on me .
So here I am .
I spent some time out in the garden , im going to go rollerblading and Im goingto go make a hair appointment and think about a new e-harmony profile lol
. Oh well ... serves me rightfor marrying the first guy I dated . Does anybody know how to go about getting a Vegas marriage un-done ?
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Well it is afternoon now....
I slept late this morning. After my morning protein coffee, shower and getting ready, DH and I went to a festival in a neighboring town but there was not much going on so we didin't stay very long. Came back and went to Walmart - woo hoo - what excitment. I worked over last week so I'm tired this weekend. Thinking about a nap. I really need to do some contract work I have for another library system - time is running out for me to fini**** and I keep procrastinating!! I'm having trouble figuring out what they did wrong to get their accounting books messed up.....never seen this before.
We are going to grill some pork chops later today. I told DH if he would get his real motor cycle license we could go riding, but he only gets his learners and he can't ride anyone on the back. It is a beautiful day here today. We need some rain sooo bad.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.
Linda
I slept late this morning. After my morning protein coffee, shower and getting ready, DH and I went to a festival in a neighboring town but there was not much going on so we didin't stay very long. Came back and went to Walmart - woo hoo - what excitment. I worked over last week so I'm tired this weekend. Thinking about a nap. I really need to do some contract work I have for another library system - time is running out for me to fini**** and I keep procrastinating!! I'm having trouble figuring out what they did wrong to get their accounting books messed up.....never seen this before.
We are going to grill some pork chops later today. I told DH if he would get his real motor cycle license we could go riding, but he only gets his learners and he can't ride anyone on the back. It is a beautiful day here today. We need some rain sooo bad.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.
Linda
14.5 lost pre-surgery 5'1 1/2" 
Had a very bad day yesterday. Had emotional situations with all 3 of my daughters. I called my oldest a liar, which I have never done and it was totally unjustified. I apologized profusely but I still feel terrible. I ruined a good day with my grand kids over some imagined slight that I blew out of proportion.
Was so upset that I took a Xanax for the first time in about 9 months. Knocked me right out at 10 pm. Didn't even get my protein or last batch in.
I slept 12 hours and feel like **** now. Very hungover and dizzy feeling. I guess I am just a lightweight when it comes to those things now. And it was 0.5 mg.
If I ever stop feeling dizzy I would like to go on a bike ride. I got a used bike and I want to ride it around the neighborhood for some exercise now that the weather is finally getting nicer.
I'm getting ready to go to California. Not sure about my eating plans. I have a bunch of leftover protein samples and I will bring my blender bottle so I can at least have shakes if nothing else. The motel has a breakfast there so that should hold me over. I really don't want to do this. I keep thinking I could cancel and still get my money back and use the plane tickets another time. Maybe I just can't handle this now and I should wait until my sister can go with me. The only reason I made it so soon is because of the uncertainty of my mother's condition. What if things get worse before I could go in June? Her condition is so unstable. One day she is very sick and isn't eating or talking and the next she could seem much better.
And I am still fighting the urge to smoke. I hope things get better for me.
Was so upset that I took a Xanax for the first time in about 9 months. Knocked me right out at 10 pm. Didn't even get my protein or last batch in.
I slept 12 hours and feel like **** now. Very hungover and dizzy feeling. I guess I am just a lightweight when it comes to those things now. And it was 0.5 mg.
If I ever stop feeling dizzy I would like to go on a bike ride. I got a used bike and I want to ride it around the neighborhood for some exercise now that the weather is finally getting nicer.
I'm getting ready to go to California. Not sure about my eating plans. I have a bunch of leftover protein samples and I will bring my blender bottle so I can at least have shakes if nothing else. The motel has a breakfast there so that should hold me over. I really don't want to do this. I keep thinking I could cancel and still get my money back and use the plane tickets another time. Maybe I just can't handle this now and I should wait until my sister can go with me. The only reason I made it so soon is because of the uncertainty of my mother's condition. What if things get worse before I could go in June? Her condition is so unstable. One day she is very sick and isn't eating or talking and the next she could seem much better.
And I am still fighting the urge to smoke. I hope things get better for me.
WLS 10/28/2002 Revision 7/23/2010
High Weight (2002) 240 Revision Weight (2010) 220 Current Weight 115.
Well, I went ahead and changed my plans to the weekend of June 17th. My sister will be able to pick me up from the airport and we can drive together to see my mother. I just have been dreading facing this alone. If things change in my mother's condition I can always change my flights again.
I do feel better for making the decision.
I do feel better for making the decision.
WLS 10/28/2002 Revision 7/23/2010
High Weight (2002) 240 Revision Weight (2010) 220 Current Weight 115.
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