thank you for all your support!!!

  Thank you for all your kind words, I am feeling better this morning. I have called the fertility clinic to see when I could try again. I also told them that I would need them to be more flexible about having to have all the money upfront. My insurance does pay for some of this but not until the major procedures are done. I will also draw from my 401k under medical hardship but I need explanation of benefits rejection letters and the fertility clinic is a cash kind of thing. You are responsible for dealing with your insurance company. Why does everything end up being about money, so sad. Hopefully the fertility clinic will call back this afternoon!

Thankfully I had taken this weekend off because I thought the transfer might be over the weekend and I didn't want to have any issues with the on call scheduler. So I have been resting and taking sudafed and lots of liquids, so far so good the sinus pain is better and the ear pain is better too. I hate going to urgent care. It is great when you need it but the thought of sitting in the waiting room for a couple of hours just is not what I needed.

I have 4 kids I would be happy to hand over to you! LOL, j/k... Well maybe not. Somedays I feel like handing them over.
Hopefully you feel better really soon and all will go well with the IVF.

I am so sorry to hear this!  ((HUGS))  Having been through the IVF I know how difficult it can be.  I have had friends go through it at the same time and it is just so much up and down emotion.  I WILL tell you though that everyone I know that has gone through it has had ups and downs (fails, losses (I lost twins between my 2 boys)) etc, but ALL and I mean EACH and EVERY one of them have children now ;) ((HUGS)).  I am praying for you that it will happen and quickly with the next cycle.  We also were self pay and we were given meds that others donated back for one of our cycles and when we had left overs, we donated back to the clinic for the same reason.  Ask them about that, and sometimes ask the doctor direclty ,not just the women in billing and behind the desk.

I will keep you in my prayers all works out this time!!!
Ann Marie