Joined TOPS and Back on Track
Joined Take off Pounds Sensibly on Jan 4th...I have loss 5 of the 8-10 lbs I had gained TG thru NY's holidays..... Yeah!!! I really need this accountability.... for now anyways...
At this point, I am not doing low carb dieting....just eating healthier carbs with an occasional simple carb .....eating more balanced and less quantity....if, I fail to progress on this plan, I will return to low carb -Atkins type program until I reach my goal.
I still can't do cardio due old hip injury...but, hopefully, sometimes in the future, this will resolve enough for cardio exercise, although, I have increased my over all activity and will cont' to do so.
Keeping watchful eye on protein, fluids, vits....etc....
After over a month splurge, I'm finding my "sleeve" very forgiving....
Thank you Lord for my sleeve.....
My weight stayed the same from Thanksgiving to New Years. I went up and down 2 pounds but today I'm at my Thanksgiving weight. BUT, I'm supposed to be losing, not maintaining. For me, I decided to kick those carbs out of my life and for the last two days, carbs have been calling my name. OWIE!
I understand about joining TOPS. I started going to WW a couple of months ago. I like seeing what someone my size should be eating in points. They don't dictate what to eat, so I can do low carb. I joined so that I would get weighed every Monday night. I think it really helped me get through the holidays.
Kudos on taking care of yourself!
HW: 249 SW: 229 GW: 149 Age: 63 - Body by Sauceda - 12/2011
on 1/11/11 11:35 pm, edited 1/11/11 11:37 pm
I guess Ill be a compulsive overeater 4 life .... but one day at a time OA is REALLY helping me deal with it and permanently corral the internal pressure to overeat through writing my twelve steps .
I used excess food the way an alcoholic uses drinking ...as a drug if U will. I wasnt overeating because I was hungry or because i didnt know EVERYTHING about nutrition .
I was overeating because I had resentments , frustrations , a lot of anger at myself for losing opportunities DUE to my overeating and my weight and my lifes unmanageability because of the overeating . I hated my body . I hated my prospects . I hated what I had allowed myself to become . It was like a bad spiral .
The twelve steps are allowing me to reverse that spiral into a more positive direction .
I really SEE the results because im able to eat a lot less and be a lot happier ... and also function in the world a lot better .
Even Roz commented that Ive settled into accepting my ration of food peacefully ! Shes right- I have ... Thats OA !
i have also used food as a drug....a means of escaping stressful situations.....hoping i won't ever do that again!! my pre-op counseling helped me to identify/recognize the emotional "triggers" that would lead me into a binge.....can't say how much that's helped me!!
You're doing great Ava. I love how calm you've gotten over the last year that I've known you here on OH. You're a great inspiration to so many of us.
HW: 249 SW: 229 GW: 149 Age: 63 - Body by Sauceda - 12/2011
Dixie Darlin'
HW 252 / Consult Weigh 247 /SW 235 / CW 187 / GW 160