off to Asbury and the CONSTRUCTION PROJECT
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on 9/19/10 10:42 pm
on 9/19/10 10:42 pm
SCARY STUFF!! Meeting with a construction official for an inspection of my run- down little empty house in Asbury Park .
He will tell me what we need to complete before the city will release the RCA money to start their part.
Yikes . Im scared the requirements are going to be so onerous i wont be able to meet them - that they will set me up for a break in ( one just happened LAST WEEK ) where they will require me to buy thousands of dollars worth of new cabinets door fixtures etc.. then wont turn the electricity on that is the minimum requirement for a n alarm to secure the house . In this neighborhood thats like an open invitation to addicts ....
Yikes im scared. Im also terrified Ill snap , ill give up like i have many times in the past , that my new nose will become dirty and infected , that the City has no intention of releasing any grant money to me and they are just making me play a very expensive game of torture- the - hapless- mouse ...
I know at the very least its going to be backbreakingly difficult work for a few weeks and super- expensive . I just pray to God it WORKS and finally gets COMPLETED and successfully RENTED.
Please swing some lizards 4 me .... thanks !
He will tell me what we need to complete before the city will release the RCA money to start their part.
Yikes . Im scared the requirements are going to be so onerous i wont be able to meet them - that they will set me up for a break in ( one just happened LAST WEEK ) where they will require me to buy thousands of dollars worth of new cabinets door fixtures etc.. then wont turn the electricity on that is the minimum requirement for a n alarm to secure the house . In this neighborhood thats like an open invitation to addicts ....
Yikes im scared. Im also terrified Ill snap , ill give up like i have many times in the past , that my new nose will become dirty and infected , that the City has no intention of releasing any grant money to me and they are just making me play a very expensive game of torture- the - hapless- mouse ...
I know at the very least its going to be backbreakingly difficult work for a few weeks and super- expensive . I just pray to God it WORKS and finally gets COMPLETED and successfully RENTED.
Please swing some lizards 4 me .... thanks !
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66 yrs young, 4'11" hw 220, goal 120 met at 12 months, cw 129 learning Maintainance
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HW-218/SW-208/CW-126/ Lowest Weight-121/Goal-125 - hit 8/23/09/Height-5'3"
Regain 30 lbs from 2012 to 2016 - got back on track and lost it. Took 8 months.
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Hey Ava, what if you thought optimistically about what will happen today? Don't bring negative energy into it. Focus on what you want to happen, not on what you don't want. Why spend the time worrying over things that may not/probably won't happen.
If it were me, I'd be saying "Everything always works out for me", over and over.
Good luck today!
If it were me, I'd be saying "Everything always works out for me", over and over.
Good luck today!
HW: 249 SW: 229 GW: 149 Age: 63 - Body by Sauceda - 12/2011
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