ANYONE FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT PS!

  ANYONE I NEED SOME INPUT, HELP! SO I JUST TOLLED EVERYONE A COUPLE GO AGO I WAS APPROVED FOR PS A TT I FINALLY HAVE A SET DATE OF MAR27. AND IT'S BEEN FLYNN BY ME QUICK MAYBE TOO QUICK BECAUSE IM GETTING VERY SCARED EVEN THOU IT'S SOMETHING I NEED AND WANT BADLY. IS IT NORAML TO BE THIS SCARED AND THINK ABOUT IT ALL DAY AND NIGHT SOME TIMES IM SO SCARED I THINK ABOUT NOT DOING IT AND FEEL LIKE IM GONNA CRY! I STARTED RESEARCHING TT ON YOUTUBE AND SEEN SOME CRAZY VIDEOS THAT WERE HARD TO WATCH BUT I FELT I NEED TO KNOW! I THINK THTS WHEN I STARTED GETTING MORE SCARED.  ANYONE FEEL THIS WAY, I FEEL BY WATCHING THESE VIDEOS I HAVE A BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF HOW MUCH PAIN IM GONNA BE IN AND IT'S GONNA BE WAY WORSE THEN RNY, I DO HANDLE PAIN WELL IM JUST SCARED OF INFECTION,DEATH AND DEFORMITIES LIKE MOST PEOPLE BUT HOW DO YOU STOP THINKING OF THE BAD THINGS, IM TRYNING TO FOCUSE ON THE BEAUTY AT THE END OF THE TUNEL BUT IT'S HARD!

I haven't had PS, but before my VSG I had this. I obsessed night and day until I finally broke down. I ended up canceling one surgery date due to my nerves. I think its totally normal to examine the what ifs and to be scared. You'll do fabulous!