Ready to Cry!!!
I'm scheduled for RNY on Tuesday!!! Yep, Aug 4th at 3pm!! I'm so excited and nervous at the same time!! Seeing everyone's success has really pumped me up to join the loser's bench!!
While I am excited to see the "real" me step out of this fat body, I'm sad to see my old self go. We have been together since I can remember and "she" was soooo good at comforting me with food!! I'm taking the next couple of days to mourn the loss of "her" by taking pictures and sharing with my OH famiy what a pain in the butt I've realized she could be!! LOL But I'm about to start planning the arrival of a new "me"!!! And I'm scared!! Thanks for letting me vent...glad you all are here with me!!
While I am excited to see the "real" me step out of this fat body, I'm sad to see my old self go. We have been together since I can remember and "she" was soooo good at comforting me with food!! I'm taking the next couple of days to mourn the loss of "her" by taking pictures and sharing with my OH famiy what a pain in the butt I've realized she could be!! LOL But I'm about to start planning the arrival of a new "me"!!! And I'm scared!! Thanks for letting me vent...glad you all are here with me!!