Newbie with date- HORRAY!!
I am sooo sorry M, You have every right to be nervous, but you also have to trust that God wouldn't bring you to this season and then abandon you.
A friend from another board (the place were we are having our surgeries have their own forums) and I started a surgery calendar and I am adding you so I can lift you up in prayer.
And you are not being silly. Everyone is going through this. I know I am. I told you, I keep trying to talk myself out of this and say I'll try diet and exerecise one more time. But I know it won't work, so I am very anxious for March 6th to get here and over with.
I want an angel. Why don't you go to your state board to see if you can get an angel http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/NY/a,messageboard/board_id ,4836/ I have my PAT'S (pre-admission testing) on Valentine's Day so I am gearing for a ton of stuff with that and appointments with my hematologist and vacular surgeon which all are March 3rd....3 days before my surgery....I will be sick of doctors, hospitals and needles before March ends lol I'm gonna PM you after this. ((((((((((Hugs)))))))))
Dolores~