new to this board

  hi all...  I am new to this 30's board and just wanted to make myself known...   I have surgery in 16 days!!!  Pre-op is tomorrow!  I am excited, nervous, inpatient and pretty much driving myself crazy..  non stop.. 'need to buy this, need to do that, don't forget this ect ect'  sometimes i feel people ane tired of hearing me talk about the surgery.  but i can't help it, it is such a HUGE chapter in my life...  I took some pre-op pics in my swimming suit... yikes   not ready to post them yet.. it is weird... I don't think/feel that fat most the time..  i guess that is good.  it just caught me off gaurd that I have done that to my body.  

My pre-op pics were in sweats and a short sleeved tee - the short sleeves was DARING for me! :) Even when I was packing some serious weight I was jiggley arm girl. SO GLAD you found us!!!! PLEASE keep us posted!!!!

POST THOSE PICS!

Welcome to the board.  I went down that emotional spiral as well.  My wife literally had to sit me down and yell at me to get my  together. I did the pre-op photos too.  Not ready to share them with the world yet.  But maybe in another 50 pounds or so... Anyway, look forward to seeing you on the losing side of life. T-Willy