New here
Hello, all...I'm new here.
I am a 29 year old woman from Salt Lake City, UT, and I am on my WLS journey. I meet with my surgeon, Dr. Simper, on the 17th to hopefully schedule my surgery.
One of the hardest things I have dealt with leading up to my choice to finally do this is admitting to myself that I am, indeed, a fat person. I hate the word, because I always have been, and it has always had negative connotations. It strikes emotional chords in me that make me upset, defensive and hurt. But, admitting it, and saying it, especially to others, has really helped me feel good about this choice. I don't want to hide anymore, or lie to myself, or use cute little names to describe the substance that has ruled nearly my entire life.
My journey with WLS really started when I was 21 (2004) and met with Dr. Simper over an unrelated vascular issue. He told me then that I needed to consider it, and that within 5 years I'd be a diabetic. Well, he was right about that. I was diagnosed in 2007. After I had a baby in 2009, I no longer required medication and my sugars are the same as a person who is not diabetic, but I know if I don't get this weight off, eventually it'll return.
I was in a very traumatic car accident at age 9 and I was pretty immobile for the next 6 months. My weight problem continued to grow even after I could walk again. Two years ago, I had a C-section with complications due to weight, and 6 months later, had my gallbladder removed. So, I'm an old hat at surgery, but still quite scared to do this. I know, however, that it is for the best and my fears will have to be put aside.
I am so glad for these forums, because I will need a lot of support to make this journey a success. I am so glad that I am not alone, having WLS in my 20's!
