Liquid Diet Sucks more than I thought it would.

For the past 3 months since I started this process I thought hell I could take whatever the doctor threw at me. Til this, CLEAR LIQUIDS for 2 WEEKS , I started out feeling postitive about it and for 3 days I was doing okay....til this morning I just couldn't take it and I had a long cry I don't know what made me cry. I felt like a faliure for letting myself get to this point with my weight being so high that I'm having surgery to help aide me to losing weight. Don't get me wrong I have done everything the doctors have asked of me and I am sure I can do this too, just made me cry like a big baby. My best friend said she would try to do liquids with me, but I don't think I could ask her to do that too. I lost 30 pounds like they wanted me too, but I feel like I might get angry, mad, rude, etc towards others. So in advance I'm sorry for my future attitude, lol.

it's all about getting to the surgery! are you only on clear liquids? you cant have protein shakes? try some sugar free popsicles, they are clear liquids! 

im with you girl...but "just keep swimming"...we've only got 10 days till the big day, WE CAN DO THIS!

Thank you both, I can't believe it's that close. Good Luck with your surgery too. I'm getting sooo pumped to start my recovery more so than actually going thru the surgery. I went to see my family doctor today and she about started to cry with just me losing at least 30 libs. My health has already improved with my blood pressure and blood sugar too.