Blue

Why do we have to be at war? I just found out that my husband is deploying and will be gone for Thanksgiving, Christmas, my birthday, and our wedding anniversary. I know that my husband is proud to service his country. I am proud of him too it is just I wish that one year I would have him for the whole year. It is not fair, but life is not fair and I know that as much as the next person. I just wanted to be able to have my husband for all of the holidays I love so much. I am a new person and was so excited to be able to celebrate being the new me and now I wont be celebrating instead ill be hard at work taking care of our two girls. I swear I feel like a single parent at least half of every year. I really don't know why I am taking this so hard it is not anything new for him to be gone. I just think that it is hard because for once in my life I was actually looking forward to these things because for once I feel comfortable in my own skin. It is days like this that make me want to just eat everything in my kitchen cause I feel like the food will make it all better.

I'm sorry girl =(. I completly understand what your going though. I totally get wanting to spend the whole 1st year of the new you with the hubby. Im sorry he is deploying, and Im here if you need anything, well I wont be here tomorrow because IM GETTING MY RYN!!! LOL sorry I had to throw that in there =D Im super duper X INFINTY excited!! woot woot! Okay back to the serious note. Ill keep your family in our prayers, and def keep in touch.

 

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 I'm sorry you have to give him up for so long.  You are very brave, I don't know what I'd do without my husband for that long.  Just think of it as only being temporary and what a great thing he's doing for all of us. Thank him for me actually...it's an extraordinary person who can make that commitment for others.  Just think of the other great years ahead of you that you will share when he gets back and all the new exciting things you will do then.  

Take care!

~Emily~