I ****** up. So dissapointed ******!!UPDATE!!!!******

XcLuSiVePuErToRiCa
NMaMi

on 6/28/09 11:31 pm, edited 7/2/09 10:04 am - Cohoes, NY
I have a requirement to lose 10% of my weight loss by this Thurs so that I may have a surgery date.. I was at goal.. but I think I gained it all back.. I went to jersey for a bday party and had 2 slices of ice cream cake a cupcake and 4 small chicken tenders and a flatbread sandwich and an empanada... Now that was lunch... (OMG! I know..) then we went to the pride parade in the city.. I had a huge pina collata drink, some steamed dumplings... then on the way home we went to burger king and this is the kicker... I had a snack wrap and a steakhouse burger with fries.... WHY THE **** WOULD I DO THAT?????? I was with family and Ugh.. I feel so dissapointed I think I probable gained 4lbs... and if I walk into that office on Thurs weighing anymore then 240... I am going to be devistated...How could I even eat that much?? I dont get it... Why?? Im sorry I dont want a pity party.. it was my fault and so on.. I just wanted to vent.. and thank you for reading


I GOT MY DATE!!!! AUGUST 19TH

2009 IS MY NEW BIRTHDAY!!!



I JUST MADE IT!! 240 EVEN!!

                ♥ ~Alexandra RNY Completed 8/19/09~ ♥
  Height 5'1--HW 266*/CW-200*/GW-125*

www.myspace.com/lilprnene or www.facebook.com/Yasenias.Mommy
    
blanca G.
on 6/29/09 1:27 am - Grand Terrace, CA
RNY on 02/12/09 with
hey girl dont beat yourself up too much...remember we are doing all of this because we KNOW we have a problem with food...hopefully you wont have gained it all back, most surgeons just want to see that you can lose something.
I actually gained weight before surgery, granted i wasnt required to lose pre-op but i did still gain 6lbs before surgery (kinda think some was water weight,was on my period)
Its so hard to lose pre-op, i mean come on, if we were great at losing we wouldnt even have considered WLS!!
everything will be ok =)

SW-236/GW 125- pre pregnancy weight-133 / current weight- 123!!
Defeated PCOS with the help of my RNY & despite being told I couldnt have kids, i am a proud mommy to Bella Rosa =)
Lilypie - Personal picture


XcLuSiVePuErToRiCa
NMaMi

on 6/29/09 2:37 am - Cohoes, NY
I have MVP health insurance and it is a requirment to lose 10% of your weight. My heighest was 266 on record so thats 26lb loss requirement. I meet with the surgeon on 7/2 (Thurs) If I do not make the 10% I do not get a surgery date and im assed out of a 20 dollar co-pay each time. I worked my ass off for this. slim fast 4g carbs and 15gr of protein for 3days straight.
                ♥ ~Alexandra RNY Completed 8/19/09~ ♥
  Height 5'1--HW 266*/CW-200*/GW-125*

www.myspace.com/lilprnene or www.facebook.com/Yasenias.Mommy
    
blanca G.
on 6/29/09 3:42 am - Grand Terrace, CA
RNY on 02/12/09 with
i say if you know you're not going to make weight...then call and reschedule the appointment for a later date...u know so at least you don't have to waste your copay money just to hear what you already know.
say you have to go out of town or something for a week or two and then recommit to getting the xtra weight off.
SW-236/GW 125- pre pregnancy weight-133 / current weight- 123!!
Defeated PCOS with the help of my RNY & despite being told I couldnt have kids, i am a proud mommy to Bella Rosa =)
Lilypie - Personal picture


XcLuSiVePuErToRiCa
NMaMi

on 6/29/09 4:19 am - Cohoes, NY
Lol Yea but iv had a very very long journey through this. This is the 2nd to last part of my journey before surgery... Sooo im going to work my ass off these last 3days.. Now it may not be the healthiest of ways but iv lost all of the weight and I wanna make sure what I ate yesterday is not going to add 4 more lbs to the scale.. I wonder how long it takes for the food to breakdown into fat.... and lbs...
                ♥ ~Alexandra RNY Completed 8/19/09~ ♥
  Height 5'1--HW 266*/CW-200*/GW-125*

www.myspace.com/lilprnene or www.facebook.com/Yasenias.Mommy
    
sassy_brat_96792
on 6/29/09 9:26 am
were you able to lose weight with the slim fast????




marianacc
on 6/29/09 2:25 am - Mexico
aww girl, if i would had the answer for that i will tell it to myself every day, i think u are dealing with the stress of the surgery and all the stuff that is going on around u. just erase it of ur sistem and start over is what i do when i have those episodes lol
good luck hugs!

blanca G.
on 6/29/09 4:35 am - Grand Terrace, CA
RNY on 02/12/09 with
i think you can definitely make up for that one day by thursday!!
good luck
SW-236/GW 125- pre pregnancy weight-133 / current weight- 123!!
Defeated PCOS with the help of my RNY & despite being told I couldnt have kids, i am a proud mommy to Bella Rosa =)
Lilypie - Personal picture


boricua408
on 6/29/09 7:04 am
OMG.....IM GOING THRU THE SAME EXACT THING....

BTW..FELLOW BORICUA HERE..=)

SO I TOO NEED TO LOSE 10% OF MY WEIGHT AND IM STUCK AT THE LAST 5 POUNDS...ALL I NEED TO LOSE IS 5 POUNDS AND I GET A DATE...MY CHART IS ON MY SURGEONS DESK AND HE CAN CALL ME IN FOR PRE-OP ANYDAY NOW..BUT I NEED TO LOSE THOSE LAST 4 POUNDS....


SO I WAS THINKING..

WAT IF WE CAN DO A COLON CLEANSE?
I KNO U CAN LOOSE 5-10 POUNDS OF U KNO WHAT IF WE CLEAN OUT OUR SYSTEM...NOW I HAVENT DONE IT YET BUT HAS ANYONE ELSE DOME THIS..

I MEAN IT CANT HURT RIGHT?

IM THINKING IT WILL JSUT BENEFIT US BEFORE SURGERY TO GET RID OF ALL THAT WASTE....

PLEASE LEMME KNO IF THIS IS A GOOD IDEA?
AND IF SO WHICH CLEANSE WORKS BEST?

THANKS IN ADVANCE AND XcLuSiVePuErToRiCaNMaM THIS MIGHT HELP U TOO..=)
LanaNina31
on 6/29/09 7:20 am - Lancaster, CA
RNY on 06/16/09 with

It sucks huh? I'm sure you did not gain 4lbs. Keep in mind that 1lb of fat is equal to approx. 3,500 calories. That would mean you had to eat 14,000 calories more than what you would usually eat. Get back on track right now. Just before my surgery I had to do a cleans and lost like 5lbs. You could probably do this before your weigh in. Day 1 - clear liquids (protein drinks, water, SF popsicles, ect.) On the second day continue on clear liquids and drink 2 bottles of magnesium citrate (you can get it at the pharmacy). You will be squirting diarrhea out your butt all day so drink both bottles in the morning and don't plan on going out anywhere. Obviously not a good technique for long term weight loss but for now it works. Also caffeine is a natural diuretic so drink up and you will pee a lot.

Good luck,
Lana

    
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