WHY am I so worked up over this?

y'all, I'm going back to the hospital tomorrow to have my (hopefully) last ever procedure related to all this weight loss mess. As most of you know, I spent the most miserable week and a half in the hospital over spring break with complications from my lap-band. Well, one of those complications was a leak. they placed a stint down my throat into my esophagus to kinda bypass that area while it healed itself. that was the idea anyway. So, now I have this stupid plastic tube that has to now be removed. That's happening tomorrow. I can only hope and pray that the surgeon who put this in is able to detatch the plastic from my delicate tissues which have already gone through so much and pull the thing out of my mouth with little to no damage to my stomach or esophagus. And for sure without perforating my stomach. Yikes.

So, I'm way more scared than i ever was to have any of the other surgeries. My nerves just won't calm down. going back into the hospital is the LAST thing I want to do, and I wish I could just leave that stupid tube in there forever.

had to get that off my chest. gosh, blah!

ann

you are in my prayers!

 I will be praying for you too.  I hope this will be the last surgery that needs to be done.  Good luck!

~Emily~

you will be in my thoughts and prayers !

*big hugs*
your a strong girl, ill be thinking of you <3 am

I am so sorry to hear you've been having a rough time! Don't be discouraged. Karma has something good coming down the line for you. I'll be sending good thoughts your way! Good luck!

aww anna. i`m sorry i didn´t know that you have to have an other surgery!!!. but you are gonna do great hun. u are young and a stron woman. so don´t worry you are in our prayers!!!.
be safe. hugs!!

Thinking of you! 

Ann, I really do hope this is your last surgery and that everything goes as smoothley as possible.

i'm so sorry you have had to go through this whole ordeal! I'm thinking about you and praying for you hun!