I'm a nervous wreck smack me around and call me susan

I got my surgery date I'm on my 2 week liquid diet ..I'm using the bathroom so much it feels like I could pee blood...I hate hospitals I guess this goes back to when I had a hospital almost kill me, and lie to me, .I'm worried I don't want to leave my son behind if god forbid something happens to me...but, I don't want to leave him behind from not doing something that could have been prevented...I made myself feel better by researching and reading and choosing a good doctor..but it still doesnt stop my worries...Guys what have you done to get past your jitters....

hi girlie. I know is hard but you are gonna be just fine. I remember goin to the OR. thinking i was gonna die. lol. and I didnt´and you WILL NOT!!.
YOU ARE GONNA BE VERY SUCESSFUL WITH YOUR PREOP DIET. AND WITH YOUR SURGERY. YOU ARE HAVING A SPEEDY RECOVERY AND AN AMAZING JOURNEY. AND  U WILL BE AT GOAL IN NO TIME.... think that and you will succed. hugs!!! keep it positive!!!!.

Thanks Mariana your always there when we need ya

that`s what friends are 4 girl!. and i`m like the plague never goes away lol

 I was a hot mess before my surgery. My man almost sent me to live with the wolves. I was psycho. I also almost had a hospital kill me, so I was freaked. I lurked around here as much as I could (still do), read inspirational books, painted, got a mani/pedi, dyed my hair, cleaned the house, bought the crap i would need for after surgery, etc. The other 23 hours of the day I sa****ching the clock. 

Now I feel foolish for freaking out. The surgery and recovery were challenging, but a cakewalk compared to what I expected. When I woke up I was like "let's kick some ass!!!"

Try to get in some exercise, some bubble baths, some me time, and some special time with your baby!

You're gonna be fine!!

Thank you  im going to try a bath sounds relaxin..I've also been baby and me timeall the way....I feel its going to be alright I've been thinking positive

 (Susan) : )

lol you called

You're on the road to the best decision of your life...there will be icky days and "OMG what have I done?!" days and blah days....but they are few and make the end results so very much sweeter!!!
Your son will have a healthy and confident mother who will show him how to live a healthy life for himself!
Keep your eye on the prize...it's AMAZING!!!
CONGRATS!
xxxBecca

thank you becca..these eyes are stuck on the prise cannot wait ..well then again I can wait lol