having a blah day
i was feeling a little bit negative nelly today:
1. this is my last week off for surgical leave, and i am a little anxious about going back to work. i have some grueling days of work+class for the next month, and i'm nervous that i'm gonna flop because i'm pooped. i also feel like everybody at work is gonna be checking me out to see if i look different. i know i'm losing, but it's not mind blowing yet.
2. i promised myself i would only get on the scale once a week. i got on today, and it had me weighing more than on sunday. it freaked me out because i'm was conditioned to seeing the scale go up pre-surgery, and i do NOT want to go back there.
3. i am not feeling very sexy. my dude and i have only got it on once since surgery, and that was almost two weeks ago. (when will the world realize that women have waaaay more intense sex drives??)
4. i'm broke because i haven't been working for three + weeks.
5. i can't fake-comfort myself with crappy food.
sorry about the pity party. on a positive note:
1. i went for a badass walk and sweat my rolls off.
2. i'm drinking water like it's going out of style.
3. i'm sure the scale will be kinder to me next week because i'm doing the right things.
4. i got free protein shake samples in the mail.
5. my dude got a volume attenuator for his guitar, so the house is not shaking like usual.
6. if tomorrow is nice i'm gonna bust my bike out.
y'all are swell for letting me carry on like this. mad love, you sexy freaks.
1. this is my last week off for surgical leave, and i am a little anxious about going back to work. i have some grueling days of work+class for the next month, and i'm nervous that i'm gonna flop because i'm pooped. i also feel like everybody at work is gonna be checking me out to see if i look different. i know i'm losing, but it's not mind blowing yet.
2. i promised myself i would only get on the scale once a week. i got on today, and it had me weighing more than on sunday. it freaked me out because i'm was conditioned to seeing the scale go up pre-surgery, and i do NOT want to go back there.
3. i am not feeling very sexy. my dude and i have only got it on once since surgery, and that was almost two weeks ago. (when will the world realize that women have waaaay more intense sex drives??)
4. i'm broke because i haven't been working for three + weeks.
5. i can't fake-comfort myself with crappy food.
sorry about the pity party. on a positive note:
1. i went for a badass walk and sweat my rolls off.
2. i'm drinking water like it's going out of style.
3. i'm sure the scale will be kinder to me next week because i'm doing the right things.
4. i got free protein shake samples in the mail.
5. my dude got a volume attenuator for his guitar, so the house is not shaking like usual.
6. if tomorrow is nice i'm gonna bust my bike out.
y'all are swell for letting me carry on like this. mad love, you sexy freaks.
I`m sorry you are having hard time girl. This journey is awesome! but it is also a rollercoster of emotions. so don´t feel bad is very normal. there will be days when you feel like a super model and days when you are gonna feel like crap. and you are gonna have this feelings even when you are a skin b....ch...
about the work. i know is kindda hard to face the world. but who cares!! you are fabulous and now everybody is going to notice that eaven more!!!
the scales SUCKS!! that`s rule number one!! soo you hang in there. is the hardest part of all of this procees. but i bet you are gonna love it again at the end of the weeks so its going to be a hate-love relationship.
take a deep breath. and MOVE ON.......
HUGS.
about the work. i know is kindda hard to face the world. but who cares!! you are fabulous and now everybody is going to notice that eaven more!!!
the scales SUCKS!! that`s rule number one!! soo you hang in there. is the hardest part of all of this procees. but i bet you are gonna love it again at the end of the weeks so its going to be a hate-love relationship.
take a deep breath. and MOVE ON.......
HUGS.
Its okay to vent, we all need to! Thats what we're here for is to vent and listen to others.
Don't worry about work, for a while there whenever I would come to work especially on mondays all my girls would be looking at me to see if they could notice me losing more weight. They don't do it so much anymore unless I but new clothes that fit and they can really tell I've lost more.
The scale will fluctuate a little bit, but as long as it doesn't keep going up up up you are fine. We are women, you know you get bloated and all around that time of the month, plus if you are exercising extra you're building muscle and that weighs more than fat. Don't worry, its normal.
Jump you're dude's ass! When I want it and the bf is just sitting around doing nothing I just get up and tell him that i'm going to the bedroom to get naked and he's usually in there before I can take my pants off. Or just walk up to him and tell him to strip. You are a woman, you have sexual power, use it!
You're going back to work so you'll be back in the money soon and then you can comfort yourself with new pretty clothes that'll make you feel hot!
I know I'm a little long winded, but don't get down too bad. Marianna's right, this thing is sometimes an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just go and sit in the bf's lap and hold on to him and he knows that I'm just stressed and sometimes all you need is a hug. So here's one for you : ((((hug)))) Cheer up!
Don't worry about work, for a while there whenever I would come to work especially on mondays all my girls would be looking at me to see if they could notice me losing more weight. They don't do it so much anymore unless I but new clothes that fit and they can really tell I've lost more.
The scale will fluctuate a little bit, but as long as it doesn't keep going up up up you are fine. We are women, you know you get bloated and all around that time of the month, plus if you are exercising extra you're building muscle and that weighs more than fat. Don't worry, its normal.
Jump you're dude's ass! When I want it and the bf is just sitting around doing nothing I just get up and tell him that i'm going to the bedroom to get naked and he's usually in there before I can take my pants off. Or just walk up to him and tell him to strip. You are a woman, you have sexual power, use it!
You're going back to work so you'll be back in the money soon and then you can comfort yourself with new pretty clothes that'll make you feel hot!
I know I'm a little long winded, but don't get down too bad. Marianna's right, this thing is sometimes an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I just go and sit in the bf's lap and hold on to him and he knows that I'm just stressed and sometimes all you need is a hug. So here's one for you : ((((hug)))) Cheer up!
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