Embarrasing Fat Moments!!!!
Okay so here's the deal....I am huge and just plain ol' fat!!! All of my pants that i have been wearing are broken...i literally mean broken!!!! I wear alot of jeans....and well...5 of the pants the buckle popped off!!! yes, i know ...how embarrasing right!!! then the total rest of my jeans...the zipper wont stay up...so all of my pants are held together by paperclips!!!! lmao!!!!! even my BF thinks that is extreme!!!! Then i have 3 pants that are ripped or broken due to rough sex!!!! Well...the bottom line is i hate being fat and i hate not having clothes!!!! OOoh then also, this morning while playing with my belly...trying to fantasize how i would look after this whole ordeal...i put my belly on the bathroom sink counter to see if my belly can touch the sink...and guess what...IT DID!!!! that like a half a ruler distance!!!! talk about disgusing....and weird moments that i would actually think of doing what i did!!! lmao!!! what is your most unforgetable fat moments....and things you hated about being fat?????
When you get in an airplane and have to sit next to strangers who you know are thinking "why did the fat kid have to sit next to me". When you have to extend that buckle all the way for it to fit. Or when you have to pull the seatbelt in the car once then hold it and pull again to get more when everyone else is a pull and click.
Then rollercoasters as in not wanting to even attemp to go on any even though I love them because I am right on the maximum weight/size limit of the ride and dont want to be told I can't ride, so I dont give them the opportunity.
Last would be beaches. Every vacation since I was 10 or so, I have worn a shirt to go in the pool, ocean, water park, whatever becaues of embarassment. I know everyone knows why, and it makes it very uncomfortable every time I get out of the water. So I usually just float out where noone can see me... Hopefully I can play on the beach again after this is all over!
Then rollercoasters as in not wanting to even attemp to go on any even though I love them because I am right on the maximum weight/size limit of the ride and dont want to be told I can't ride, so I dont give them the opportunity.
Last would be beaches. Every vacation since I was 10 or so, I have worn a shirt to go in the pool, ocean, water park, whatever becaues of embarassment. I know everyone knows why, and it makes it very uncomfortable every time I get out of the water. So I usually just float out where noone can see me... Hopefully I can play on the beach again after this is all over!
I had surgery in jan. I am still fat though at 230 now, was at 265. I was at 290 4 months b4 surgery. But I look alot better already.
But the one thing that happened to me alot and really hurt me and wrecked my whole day is when I would be walking down the street and people driving by in cars would call me a fat @ss or mean things like that.
One more thing that p*ssed me off was a guy at work was talking to me and another girl and was saying how this girl he likes hooked him up with a fat chick and then he looks at me and says no offense. OMG that was horrible, and he wasn't tring to be mean either he was just one of those types of guys who doesn't know how to talk.
One more thing, not worrying about laughing hard or smiling big in front of other people because it makes me look so much fatter. There are so mnay other things, but i'll limit it to this.
But the one thing that happened to me alot and really hurt me and wrecked my whole day is when I would be walking down the street and people driving by in cars would call me a fat @ss or mean things like that.
One more thing that p*ssed me off was a guy at work was talking to me and another girl and was saying how this girl he likes hooked him up with a fat chick and then he looks at me and says no offense. OMG that was horrible, and he wasn't tring to be mean either he was just one of those types of guys who doesn't know how to talk.
One more thing, not worrying about laughing hard or smiling big in front of other people because it makes me look so much fatter. There are so mnay other things, but i'll limit it to this.
OMG I Had one of those things too!!!! With the faT ChiCk HoOk-up!!!!! Even My FiaNcE, BeFore we started going out...had this FAT* girl who always was trying to get some dick, so he made one comment that all fat girls are dirty!!!! and look what he ended up with!!!! lmao!!!! SO, I mentioned it to him and he was like NNoooo Babe, you carry yourself well, But in my head, i was like yah.....he was trying to save his ass!!!!
g1rl 0n f1re
on 3/19/09 2:16 am - City of Angels, CA
on 3/19/09 2:16 am - City of Angels, CA
OMG...I have about 5 years of being a ghost because I would run like hell from cameras!! I got an offer for my chest piece to be in a tattoo magazine and I turned down the offer because I didn't want my picture taken!!
I literally have NO PROOF OF MY EXISTANCE for that period of time!!
xxxBecca (formerly invisible)
I literally have NO PROOF OF MY EXISTANCE for that period of time!!
xxxBecca (formerly invisible)
im glad you posted this, i was going to post a "what was your motivation for wls"
i think the thing thats killing me the most is lack of pics of me and my son. i have tons of pics of just him, of him and my husband, of him and loki (our kitty) but not of me and him. that hurts.
secondly, i had jaw surgery in oct to propare for braces, my teeth werent super jacked before in fact lots of people told me i was stupid for going through with it. well low and behold i wanted a perfect smile, so i got surgery, a palate expander, and now braces, so not only am i fat, i have braces on top of that and because of the expander i have a 1/4 inch gap in between my two front teeth...
i was once told i had to site alone on the roller coaster because i was too fat to sit next to anyone. i was too embarassed to get off so i sat by myself and hid the tears the whole stupid ride
my deciding factor... i have been thinking about it for a long time but i never did anything about it, my whole pregnancy was miserable because of how fat i was, but once night when my son was a few months old i had just had it at work, i was exhausted and had been up all night and worked was super busy and i was on my last straw, i came home and my husband told me he would take care of everything and i should go relax. i decided my idea of relaxing would be to pour myself a glass of wine, grab a good book and take a bath... so i went into the bathroom, put on a mask, pulled my hair up, ran the water, put some nice oils in it, lite a bunch of candles, turned off the lights, put on The Cure, took off my clothes and stepped in, ahh the perfect temperature, go to sit down... i didnt really fit in the tub. water came pouring out the side flooding the bathroom and my book and the candles, ironically the cd started skipping, when the flood happened it knocked my wine over staining my clothes i was wearing that i left on the floor... and when i sat down my belly was still up almost above the rim of the tub. i sat there and bawled and cleaned up, took a shower, told my husband i was never taking a bath again and went to bed. i made the phone call the next morning.
i think the thing thats killing me the most is lack of pics of me and my son. i have tons of pics of just him, of him and my husband, of him and loki (our kitty) but not of me and him. that hurts.
secondly, i had jaw surgery in oct to propare for braces, my teeth werent super jacked before in fact lots of people told me i was stupid for going through with it. well low and behold i wanted a perfect smile, so i got surgery, a palate expander, and now braces, so not only am i fat, i have braces on top of that and because of the expander i have a 1/4 inch gap in between my two front teeth...
i was once told i had to site alone on the roller coaster because i was too fat to sit next to anyone. i was too embarassed to get off so i sat by myself and hid the tears the whole stupid ride
my deciding factor... i have been thinking about it for a long time but i never did anything about it, my whole pregnancy was miserable because of how fat i was, but once night when my son was a few months old i had just had it at work, i was exhausted and had been up all night and worked was super busy and i was on my last straw, i came home and my husband told me he would take care of everything and i should go relax. i decided my idea of relaxing would be to pour myself a glass of wine, grab a good book and take a bath... so i went into the bathroom, put on a mask, pulled my hair up, ran the water, put some nice oils in it, lite a bunch of candles, turned off the lights, put on The Cure, took off my clothes and stepped in, ahh the perfect temperature, go to sit down... i didnt really fit in the tub. water came pouring out the side flooding the bathroom and my book and the candles, ironically the cd started skipping, when the flood happened it knocked my wine over staining my clothes i was wearing that i left on the floor... and when i sat down my belly was still up almost above the rim of the tub. i sat there and bawled and cleaned up, took a shower, told my husband i was never taking a bath again and went to bed. i made the phone call the next morning.
WOW!!!! I can relate to all of that!!!! I have two picture cerficicates that are due the ending of this month...and i dont want to go to none of them!!! but the hubby is saying that we are all going to take it as a family!!!! Then, one of the things that kills me is one day, my youngest step-son asked me why i was fat? So i joked it off, I told him that i wasnt fat and that i had a baby...and this baby was older than him...and the baby said that he didnt want to come out till he had a mustache!!!! lmao!!! then, he went around the neighborhood...telling everyone that i had a baby in my stomach!!! oooh that was so funny...but yet so hurtful that i made a story like that!!! I will never forget that day!!!!
Wow, Talk about hitting close to home! I'm still looking into surgery so clearly I'm a fat chick too and I am still enduring my embarrassing moments.
I have to agree in the whole roller coaster thing. I went to Florida with the Family last year and I was JUST able to get most of the safety harnesses or bars locked into place. Roller coasters with over the shoulder harnesses were the worst due to my huge boobs. They would be squished down and hurt on sharp corners. It was especially bad if I ever shared a car or ride with my nephew who is just entering his tweens. The safety belts or what not would be way loose on him and tight on me. I would pull him in close and say, "[Nephew] hold on to me! You're aunt's a big chicken!" But really I was just scared he would fall out or something!
I also have to agree with pictures. I'm still in a lot of them, but I am pretty much the only fat kid in my family and by far the heaviest of my friends so I really stand out for all the wrong reasons. I always avoid being in front of group pictures like the plague or will find something to hold in front of my gut to hide it. It's still pretty obvious that I'm fat, but it makes me feel better.
I suppose the worst thing overall is just shopping for clothes with friends. Especially for bras. They'll complain for me about the colours and styles that are available for bras that will fit me (read: I live in a small province, so we don't get much in the way of fashion friendly things for big girls) or they'll say I need to show them off more. Well, my cleavage isn't anything pretty to look at due to stretch marks and such, and I'm always extremely jealous of the cute, perky bras they can pick out and parade around in the fitting room to show the rest of us.
Those are my worst moments.
I have to agree in the whole roller coaster thing. I went to Florida with the Family last year and I was JUST able to get most of the safety harnesses or bars locked into place. Roller coasters with over the shoulder harnesses were the worst due to my huge boobs. They would be squished down and hurt on sharp corners. It was especially bad if I ever shared a car or ride with my nephew who is just entering his tweens. The safety belts or what not would be way loose on him and tight on me. I would pull him in close and say, "[Nephew] hold on to me! You're aunt's a big chicken!" But really I was just scared he would fall out or something!
I also have to agree with pictures. I'm still in a lot of them, but I am pretty much the only fat kid in my family and by far the heaviest of my friends so I really stand out for all the wrong reasons. I always avoid being in front of group pictures like the plague or will find something to hold in front of my gut to hide it. It's still pretty obvious that I'm fat, but it makes me feel better.
I suppose the worst thing overall is just shopping for clothes with friends. Especially for bras. They'll complain for me about the colours and styles that are available for bras that will fit me (read: I live in a small province, so we don't get much in the way of fashion friendly things for big girls) or they'll say I need to show them off more. Well, my cleavage isn't anything pretty to look at due to stretch marks and such, and I'm always extremely jealous of the cute, perky bras they can pick out and parade around in the fitting room to show the rest of us.
Those are my worst moments.
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