So HeRe I Am!!!!
Okay, So I have been hooked on this forum for about two weeks now!!!! And its about time I pay my dues!!!! So here goes the beginning of my soon to be fairytale!!! Lmao!!!! I have been fat all my life...but havent really felt the full grip of it until the beginning of this year! I havent had my period for about 7 years and probably only had it 3 times. SO i went to the doctors which i havent been to since high school!!!! So anyways, I had my first appointment the doctor brought up WLS...yadaa yaddaa yadaa is all i heard!!! Then, i went to my Gync. appointment and they took my weight and BAMMM i was 300!!!! For the first time it hit me....i was crying!!!!! I was so mad and hurt and in disblief....I was ashamed!!! Well, just so happen I had to see my reg doc the same day...i went to his appointment and I just couldnt stop the crying episodes....he couldnt even take my pressure!!!! So he ask and i told...i went on about finding out about the whopping 300 and couldnt figure out why I was crying since I allowed myself to get to that point and no one else shoved food down my throat!!! So therefore...that is why im on this journey!!! I really love myself and everything about me including my dramatic episodes but i so want to have a baby in the future...and hate telling everyone im not ready and i wouldnt dare to have one ...but the matter of fact i would love one to pass on my wisdom, morals, and an sense of accomplishment!!!! Okay...im DOne!!! Thanks for listening!!!
hi girl. so you did it. this is the 1th step. to be in a support groud (that`s what we are). be conscious of what your problem is and where do you wanna be. sooo you are closer to your goal. congrats. you just started "THE JOURNEY" and we are very happy to join you and witness this new adventure.
keep us posted.
hugs
mariana.
keep us posted.
hugs
mariana.