Im jelouse!

So I had to jsut say a couple of prayers for myself. Me and my bestfriend started our journey together and I love her to death. But, I got kicked off medicaid in Feb and she has it till july. So im waiting for insurance through my job to kick in and thats in june. She just got approved and her date is April 22nd. I feel like it should be me and I hate feeling this way because I love her!

I think its only normal to feel jealously towards your friend's approval.  Your jealousy will fade away, you already showed us how happy you are for her!  Just imagine how wonderful it will be for you when she can fully support you when your turn comes... instead of her worrying about her own surgery. Good luck hun!