Before Pics from 2+ years ago

Getting rid of a little self-reflection before the weekend. . . I finally located a stack of photos that are, essentially, my "befores" and posted them on my profile.  As I avoided looking at most pictures of myself for years, i.e. avoided having to acknowledge how dire the quality of my life had become, this is really the first time I did more than quickly scan my eyes past. . .and it has only taken me 2 years to develop more self-acceptance.  Pretty sad.

You look fantastic!! You did a great job!! Congratulations!

 Way to go .....it amazies (sp) me every time I see after pictures of people and the transformation they go through.... you go girl !

You were stunning before and still stunning now!  You've done wonderfully!!!!!!!!

Thank you so much for sharing your befores!

Girl you look beautiful in ALL of your pictures

Thanks to everyone for your kind words. . . It has been good for me to examine the outer changes as I approach two years post-op (this week).  It helps quell those nagging voices that tell me I'm still not at goal; I'm not working hard enough; I'm not. . .etc.  It is a version of those same self-defeating thoughts that have been prevalent for most of my life. . .and, I guess, probably a version of the same voice plaguing a lot of you. Ok, too much pensiveness. . .I'll stop now.  Again, thanks, for humoring me publicly.

wow, what a great job.  I started at a similar weight...i hope I look as good as you in a few years :D

Kristin:   Thanks for your kind words.  It has been one rewarding and satisfying struggle.   Although you didn't ask for it, I'll dispense the only advice I have. . .    For the next year, keep reminding yourself that you are the most important person you know.  And document your transformation, pictures, journals, post-it notes. . .it will help you in ways you never expected.   ~Erin