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Hello everyone, I haven't been able to be on here as much as I would like. Some of you might know of my current situation, some not. To give a sum up, i've had to leave my house and i'm filing for divorce. that's the short end of it. anyways, i've been really depressed, stressed, and all the bad emotions that come with it. I've talked with Dr. Evanson's office about my stomach pain (stress related), and they've up'd my prevacid and said I could take pepcid at night, and still take my carafate.  still, i'm having to force myself to eat, and i'm in pain when I do; even if its just applesauce or jell-o. I try to eat mostly protein when i try to eat, because anything i put in hurts. so i know its hard enough going thru this divorce and all the drama that is tied in, but i'm not taking care of myself (surgery wise) either. i'm so close to having myself admitted to 86th st (luney bin) soo many times for just not thinking i can handle reality. should i call dr evanson's back and let them know? its hard just to get to work everyday. the only good thing is that i've lost 58 pounds. but my health is in jeopardy. any advice would be wonderful. thanks Amanda

I am so sorry to hear about your situation! Divorce is not a pretty thing at all, even in the most normal cir****tances. If you ever need to talk to someone, PM me. Or I can give you my number. I went through a nasty divorce about 5 years ago. As for the surgery, I havent had it yet so I am not sure what you should do, but if you are having problems I would call the Dr and at least get their advice. I will be praying for you to get back on track, with the surgery and your sanity! LOL!! Remember I am here for you if you need someone not involved to talk to!!

I Just want to tell you that I am sorry about your situation, Health and your divorce.  I hope it all gets better soon.

((((((((((((((Amanda))))))))))))))) I'm so sorry to hear about how bad things are. I'm going through a divorce right now, too, so I totally feel you. You may think my advice is kind of odd, but if you are really barely hanging on maybe you should look into a short term, outpatient program. Then you can get the intense therapy that will help you manage all the enormous craziness in your life right now, but you can still go home every night. And you don't have to tell me, but if you are thinking about hurting yourself, please call someone. You are welcome to PM or email me, hon. I've been where you are so I can empathize, and I can also tell you it will get better!!

I don't know what to say Amanda.  Keep trying to get your protien in and let people help you - ask if you need it.  I pray that God will encourage you and help you get through this tough time.

(((HUGS)))

I hope eveything gets better soon! I'm sorry