Oh my!
Welcome to our little spot Courtney! Please do stay awhile and soak up as much as you can...Where are you thinking of having your surgery at? I have heard great things about the program at ECU...It is very normal to feal scared going into this thing, especially for young people who haven't had any major surgeries before - Here is a good post about the topic called "F is for Fear"
http://www.obesityhelp.com/forums/men/a,messageboard/action, replies/board_id,5479/cat_id,5079/topic_id,3348634/
Don't be scared! Everything will be fine, are you having laproscopic? When is your date?
They give you a nice shot before surgery, and you get giggily and happy. Get involved in something from now until surgery that way you can't just sit around and think about it all day :). I had finals up to the firday before surgery so I was pretty busy, and didn't have time to worry. Good luck!
Well, I think I'll be scared right up until that nice little shot! :-) Work and school can keep me busy, I suppose, but something this tremendous is a little overwhelming!
I don't have a surgery date, hell, I haven't even started the process. I'm moving to NC in three weeks and that's where I'll start everything. My mother had gastric bypass three years ago and she is very supportive and very helpful!