I'm depressed.

So I already feel like a failure at this because I can drink way more than 4-6 ounces at a time and all the rest of the people at my stage are complaining that they cant even get in more than 4 at a time. But then listen to this one... My supposed guy friend was hanging out with this other guy who I used to be friends with and my friend mentioned to the other one that I recently had surgery...and you know what he said?!? "OH WELL, THAT DONT FIX UGLY!!" How about that? And then the guy who I thought was my friend LAUGHED and didnt even stick up for me. He gave me a million reasons why he didnt but I feel betrayed. Call me loyal but I would NEVER let anyone say something f*cked up about my friend. So, apparently Im ugly. So now if this surgery does work I'll be no longer fat, but always ugly. Why are people SO MEAN? Its not fair, Im such a nice person. I feel betrayed and worthless and ashamed right now. At least before surgery I could be miserable and eat...now I get to be miserable, alone, and I get to stare at my wall.

Angela, You are so much better than those boys, don't listen to them!!! People are mean, your right. The guy that said that is just an asshole, and your friend is just a coward. He proberbly didn't want to said anything like that, he was just too afraid to sick up for you. Anyway, you are a beautiful girl, even at your heavyest... so when you DO, loose the weight, your gonna be a HOTTIE!!!

Just wait girl... one day in the future that same fool will try and hit on you not recognizing who you are... then you can reject his "ulgy" self!!! You will be amazed at how differently people treat you when you lose weight... sometimes it will even make you a little angry!!!

You dont need them if they are gonna be like that. You are a beautiful person....from what I see. Take care and dont' give up, things will get better! Leigh Ann

Angela, Just let it go like water off a ducks back as they say. Before I was married I had the same type of things said about me out clubbing with my friends. A real friend would defend you not join in with the loser that is talking smack. Just be confident in your own self worth. You are a beautiful girl inside and out and as long as you know that everything will turn out fine besides beauty fades. The inside is what matters. Hope this helps. Bonnie

I dont think you are ugly.

Thanks for the responses everyone, Im feeling much better about myself ever since that rant. Im even already down almost 20lbs and it hasnt even been two weeks. How can you be depressed when you see results like that? And also I got brains and charm so if I do (which I doubt) end up ugly then oh well I'll still be better off then the both of them.