what to do??

Well, i've always had issues with dating... AlWAYS! i've been scolded many times, oh yes! I just don't know when to start though! I think it's mainly the fact that i've never accepted myself because of my weight and figured that it would be hard to accept someone else or someone else to accept me. Lately, i've been asked to go out, but always put some sort of excuse, that is until yesterday, where i actually accepted to go out with someone. I am so nervous, where i'm just thinking about cancelling! Ugh, I know. I've never allowed myself to have a boyfriend, but i think i should stop thinking so negative about myself, so how do I break free??? and finally accept someone?

I know exactly how you feel. Ive felt the same way. It is mostly how you feel about yourself. Thats how I am. When I met my boyfriend I Just couldnt let myself go. It took me awhile to see that he accepts me and loves me for who I am. Since Ive never been a "dater" it was really hard for me. I had to let go. Thats what you have to do let go. Yeah there are going to people who dont exept you, thats life, not everyone can except eachother. But your beautiful whether or not you feel it, and there are people who see it. You dont have to ru**** either. I honestly dont know if you will ever get over your negativity about yourself, I havent. But I did allow myself to be loved. You should let your self have fun. Go out with people, but dont rush. I dont know if that helps, but I tried.

thanks, you're words are very helpful! very! yes, it will be hard... but it's true, i need to just do that... "let go".