Think of me tomorrow.....
Friends....
I'm on my way to St. Louis today for testing. They're doing a
radical adominal hysterectomy at noonish tomorrow at Barnes, and
hopefully they'll get all the Ovarian Cancer out. I'll just be glad
when this huge belly is gone. I'm tired of sloshing around.
You don't have to reply. I won't see a computer again for quite some
time. I'll probably be in the hospital five days, and then I'll come
back home.
Just say a prayer for me tomorrow. I can really feel everyone's
prayers working. I am not afraid. I feel God's hand on my shoulder,
and whatever will be will be.
At least, I'm the healthiest I've ever been in my life, and I
certainly remember what it's like to live on clear fluids. LOL
It's really true -- when you get news like this you realize that you
shouldn't sweat the small stuff. Learn to appreciate what's really
important. Give your family and friends a hug today, and practice
random acts of kindness. Soak in the beauty around you. Learn to
love others and yourself. None of us know how our days are numbered
on this Earth -- so make the most of what you've got.
Take a lesson from me and really appreciate today.
Peace and love to you,
Joni
Joni,
I think of you a lot. And I will be sending good thoughts and strong positive thoughts your way tomorrow and every day.
I know what you are experiencing and I know that the outcome can be better than they tell you it can be because you are one person, not a statistic. Hold on to that, live every day just as you have advised us to do and know that there are many reading who do not respond but only because they just don't know what to say or will say something wrong.
Facing the possibility of death (there, I've said it) is just too hard for so many people to respond to. Whatever is to come, you are truly loved and goodness and hope are sent your way.
Please continue to find support here and let us know of your progress.
Pure love and light to you, Joni. Be fearless.
tee