Back to the Boards.......Who's Out Here?

Ok All Ya'll out here I am crying out to ya for some support, prayer, well wishes....anything....just grasping. It is as if I am living a nighmarish Hell and it just has continued, but I am jumping off now. I have made the decision and taken the steps to check myself into a facility to help me recover physically and mentally from all this I have endured. I just got back to my shared bedroom (at least I have my laptop) from a days worth of therapy and I am checking in with all of you for support. My goodness this is so hard to type out with the tears streaming down. Jeff (my son) is staying with my parents while I am enduring this theraputic facility and the holiday is so lonely. Though I will get to see them the first week of the new year as they will come down and spend a couple days with me here. My weight is still staying steady, either up or down a few pounds but in the mid 140's while the doc still plays with medicines to stabilize my moods, emotions and health. This is such a tough, rough road I had no intentions of going down and that alone is so sad to me. Eating here is so NOT ok either. I am trying to eat healthy but the choices are so limiting. Anyhow, I wanted to as I said, post for support and let all of you know that I am on the road to learning how to hopefully love my own guts once again. xoxox

You are very courageous. I commend you for your actions! I will keep you in prayer! God will lovingly keep you in the palm of His hand. Merry Christmas, Vanessa

Lots of us out here for you. Use the time to allow others to care for you. Nowhere Man/PH/Jay

{{{{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}}}}}} and prayers to you . Kristy

God has a plan for you...you just need to recoup and prepare to fulfill it! Take care of yourself and know that support is always right here.((((hugs))))

aaw sweetie! I have thought of you often...and I do mean, OFTEN! I've worried about you. Hoped things were so good you couldn't find the time to post. I'm glad to hear you've sought and are getting help and I'll keep you in my prayers! ((((HUGS)))) Please keep us updated WHEN you can. You have SO many who love you here!

Debbie ... hang in there ... you are definitely not alone. I commend you for taking control ... and doing what you need to. Prayers, love, and best wishes to you ... Karyn

Debbie, It is a privilege to hold you up in prayer. I so believe in the power of prayer and God's grace. Dear one, believe in yourself, believe in your importance to the world, believe in the importance of each day, but take it moment by moment; it's too overwhelming sometimes to look at even an entire day. Many blessings for a bright, happy, a peaceful journey from this moment forward. Ann

Hi Debbie I'll be keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. (((( HUGS )))) Karen G

Thank you all for your kindness. These are such difficult times!