Accountability - Thursday

I'm so glad..I hope he's doing okay..It's sad but families generally don't see eachother other than weddings and funerals..when the weddings quit happening so much, it's the funerals that take over..I lost my great grandparents and that was sad..then my grandparents and that made me really hurt..then all their brothers and sisters..I lost my dad last May..I didn't go and see him as much as I should..and that's wrong. I regret not spending enough time with him..

Not seeing them cept for weddings & funerals is just fine with me! Not only do they chap my hide, they do the same to my sister & brother. IDK who or what they think they are, but try as i did - i could not be the better person on this one & just let it go. They had to be told & as such - they were! I talked about it w/ my bro & sister & we all agreed, they stepped way out of line in breaching this family protocol which was totally disrespectful & uncalled for. So i sent them a nice back handed compliment via facebook (personal note since i dont have their email addys). I chose to send them an email b/c they are extremely confrontational & defensive seemingly making them incapable of having an adult civil conversation & honestly, i didnt want to hear any of BS they would undoubtedly spew.

Im sorry for you loss & that you carry this regret. My heart says to give it to the Lord.
I think we all have regrets of some kind when a parent passes. I know i was a good daughter - but i also know i was a pain at times too. For a long time, I carried regret in my heart for my mothers passing - not doing enough - not listening to her etc. But the truth is, i did listen & i did do enough & it wasnt until recently (like real recently) that i was able to release that & those thoughts & let the Lord heal my heart. Its been over 7 yrs since her passing - sometimes it feels like yesterday, but it gets better every day.

God Bless you sister :)