well I be damned

My body feels like I have been hit big a big rig. Went to see my doctor . I told him  not one place on my body don't hurt. He did some test and said I have (SP) fibromalga. So I took the pill the first night and was so hot I sweated my skinny ass off. Woke up with a pounding heart beat. So I had a phych appt. I showed them to her. She looked the up and said it was a new med. And do not take it. Well hell the doctor gave me this knew about all I have done to me. He said it had a high suadide rate.That don't mean go hang your self or jump off a bridge. Whitch I thought was so very rude.  Well the phych doctor told me not to take them. They was to dangerous for me. She works here and another at a big hospital. She said she couldn't tell me not to take them but if it was her she wouldn't. I was shaking like a leaf. The name of the started with a sel...something.So she upped my cymbolta for help with pain. Whet the hell was he thinking. He know I can't take anythink. And he is the one sent me to th phych floor for pepression and suasidel thoughts. Geeezzz please.I am over 4 years and ever doctor I go to has something else to say that is wrong with me. This burns my bony ass. He didn't even look at the bed sore on my ass. And cost me $75. to tell me that. This is really getting on my last ******g nerve.My weight was up a little 105 AND AT 5;1 I need a little to live on. About ready to **** all this **** and try on my own. Do this Don't do that. You can't eat this you can eat that. Hell I found a anorexic mouse under my bed that died. I have no junk food around. poor mouse. Gave my dog away so I wouldn't have to take care of him, the little man I was sitting with and helping him died last week end or so. geezee.What a ****** up mess. By the way happy halloween. Even if we can't have any candy.

Freaked out Amy

We have junk food around...it's sugar free junk food. My favorite is microwave popcorn...MAN, I'll eat that stuff all day long but, because it has no protein, I try and limit myself to a couple times a week..

Sugar free candy is my FAVORITE...sheesh, I'm such a food *****! LOL.

Yesterday I had a single piece of candy corn...and it didn't make me sick. yikes..

Savella or something like that.  I tried it for a day and sweat like a pig.  Don't know where that saying comes from as pigs don't sweat.  But yes, it was nasty.  I take Cymbalta for the fibromyalgia.  It helps some.  I've also tried Lyrica.  I hurt worse.  You should check out the fibromyalgia board.

 I have never posted on this board til today. I have fibro too. They took the Cymbalta when it didnt work for my depression. The pain meds for all my other disc and joint issues cover some of it. I wont take any of the new ones and thank God my psych dr backs me up on that. He just says no to any my other drs have me ask him about. Good to know about Savella before they ask me to try it. Seems like your life may have been as NOT fun as mine lately. Hope its getting better,
Shannon