6 pack

Came home from the funeral home and went got me a 6 pack of miller 64 and drank every drop. Didn't even feel drunk or pass out. The doctor wants to put me in the hospital in 2 weeks if I don't get my depression under control. I have no insurance or medicade. My poor old land lord died of cancer. He was my best buddy. We talked car and gas stations. I always lived around cars and gas stations. I am so lonely I can't stand it. I don't know who is going to get my house or even if I will get to stay here. I love it here. I never want to move. I want to live here till I die. It is the best place I have ever lived. If you are a praying person please pray I will get to stay here. I feel so upside down. And just want to get up. Why get up just to fall again. My weight sucks. I look like death walking. I guess I don't have to dress up for halloween I alroedy look dead. God please help me. I wish I had some friends that live in town. I don't have anyone but my kids that are living on their own now and don't call or come see me anymore. I just want to curl up in a little ball and not ever move. Sorry to bother yaw with my personal problems. God bless all of you. 

I love yaw all

Amy

Please call a crisis hotline, you have too much on your plate to handle this all alone!

Alcohol is not the answer...You need to talk to someone. You need someone to be accountable to. You need friends.

I wish I was there but I'm not. Please call the hotline if you don't call anyone else...

I am praying for you, all the time.

Thank you. Love ya. You mean a lot to me. I wish you was my sister.

 

Amy

Same here..