ate till I puked then went and ate more

I go to the lawyers office today with the ex. He is coming to pick me up to go with him. He didn't want to meet me there. He just wants to show off his new truck when I drive a $50. car. yes $50.00 but it is all good. He can see how skinny I have got. Going to put on my mini jean skirt and nervona concert shirt. We are going to drop child support. My baby is now 18. I will never have to see him or deal with him again. He has moved some where far off. I was so worried about today yesterday I ate a whole box of oatmeal cookies. Yes the little debbie cookies with sugar. I would feel sick and lay down for a while and get back up and eat another one. My nerves are on the end. I will take a xanax and then I can deal with it. Oh yeah I put on 2 lbs. over the weekend. 

 Amy

Boy, I don't know...I don't think I'd go ride in his stupid truck...I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing you in a mini skirt or showing off the stupid truck. That's all his benefit.  "He didn't want to meet me there..." Why does he get what HE wants? Sheesh..He's such a jerk.

As for him showing off his truck. It's nice but the payments are nothing compared to zero. We drove and drive cheapo cars all the time. The last time I made a payment on a car it was 1978...And that payment was $40 a month..LOL. I've driven a $25 car for a while too.

I like new cars too but sure don't like the payments.

You need a happy medium on the eating. Eat enough to help but not to barf. It's not good for your throat or your teeth..

You be careful today.

Woo wee.. Just got back and got everything over and done with. I was looking at the papers he was filling out and he told me about this big huge new house he had built. Well hell he is renting. He didn't have a house built. But he did have a nice truck. He didn't comment on how I looked or anything. But lol I looked hot as hell. He left crying. But he is the one that cheated and left me with 2 small kids. I didn't do anything. He huged me when he left and told me to please take care. So now I will not have to ever deal with him again. Oh yeah he was HUGE. He made 5 of me. 

 

Amy

Oh he's so regretting his actions! Cool.

He's renting and not building the big ol house? Hmm. You know, my ex put the house in his wife's name years ago when they bought it so that I couldn't come for support...Big jerk. Now that there isn't any support, the house is in both their names but it's about 1/4 the size of the house that we built...

Good that it's over...Awesome.

We were both concerned with your meeting with your Ex. I am glad it worked out like it did.

He probably doesn't have a nice truck, the Bank does. By the time it is paid for it will not be so nice, I have seen this all too many times.

If he is now huge then he probably didn't feel comfortable with making some kind of a pass at you. someone really good is in your future.

keep it THIN, it works for us. Take care.

Thank God I didn't have to go to court. I can't stand to be around over 2 people at a time. I have real,real bed nerves. Took me a xanax before he got here so I was calm and act like I was the happest person in the world. He don't need to know my problems. I want to thank you and your wife for the very kind words that sure helped me. I wish yaw could just know how much yaw have helped me. lol Yeah I say yaw. I am from little albemarle NC

Amy