OT: new psychiatric
I had my first visit with a new psychiatric today. I loved her. She started crying when I was telling her about how my life has been. She is a preachers wife. I got a appointment tomorrow with the counsler. He is a preacher. I need that bad right now. I have blamed God,myself and everyone in the world for the way I am. So I need to get my heart right to get my head right. They are not state funded. I don't have insurance or nothing. I am self pay for everything. I am very poor. I told her I couldn't come but once a month. She told me not to even think about money with them. I needed help real bad and she was so worried about me she wants to see me 3 times a week. She acturaly understood. The other place I was going was a freaking joke for mental health. I went a year and only got worse. I looked up anorexia on the computer last night and anorexia has the most mortality (SP) rate than any other mental issue. And full recovery was very low. 15 to 25 % full recover at my age. Life spand for someone my age with anorexia is 5 or less years. So it has already been almost . I am excited and hopeful they will help me. Sorry to bore yaw. But I wanted to tell someone. Thank you all for listening to me. Hope you all are doing well. Be good and have a good day.
Amy
That is so exciting! I'm so happy for you. Awesome news...I'm so smiling right now.
Keep up the good work. And throw rocks at the squirrels for me. nasty little rodents! LOL.
Before Surgery: 214
Highest Weight: 240
Now: 125.6
Goal: 130
Thank you. I can't wait to go back today. I prayed and prayed I could see them. They are not state funded. She told me not to worrie about paying them. That I need help. She said pay when I can or just pay one dollar if I felt that strong about paying. So happy too. I took the new sleeping pill she gave me and I slept 8 hours never done that.
Love ya
Amy
That's so nice not to have to worry about the money. Nice to know you can pay what you can afford or not at all if times are rough...
I'm so happy for you! Take care.
Before Surgery: 214
Highest Weight: 240
Now: 125.6
Goal: 130
Thank you so much. I talked to the preacher yesterday. He told me I deserve a good life just like even the riches person in the world. That God put me here because he wants me here. I loved it so much. I want to find a tiny church. I can't be around many people at one time. I have a panic attack. I want God in my life so bad. My daughter told me she can feel her angles all around her. She is almost 18 years old. I want to feel my angles. I want to feel God. I don't like feeling I am in this big world all by myself. I am not strong enough on my own for this world. But with God I know I can take on anything. I told them I want to open up a soup kitchen so bad. But I am so poor I never see it happening. They said 3 months ago they never thought they would be doing what they are. So I will pray and pray till I open a soup kitchen and a food pantry for so poor people like me can feed their children. I know the struggle and worry of where and how is the next mean coming from. I want to help people so,so bad. I worked in home health 13 years taking care of people and now I can't even take care of myself. Once again Thank you.
Amy
