My Time Has Come
Read some of your blogs and was thoroughly entertained as usual! Good to see you relaxing a LOT on eating and food policing! I did the same...I feel and do sooooo much better at ease! But sometimes you just gotta do what ya gotta do and getting out the food police works when you need it to!
But anyway...Congrats on the upcoming surgery! You are so tiny! And I know you're gonna be so much happier without the flaps, curtains and girl balls and such! LOL You nut!
Nice to see ya!
Anita
Well I honestly do NOT think you can lose almost 200 pounds, even after gastric bypass, without being super religious with the food journalling (unless you start out at 600 pounds). SMO females who are happy with being just obese post op need not follow my stringent rules :) I even know a couple females who have been as tough as I with the food intake and never reached a normal weight post op. Starting super big can be a lot harder than people expect, even when taing "the easy way out".
Uggg I can not WAIT to get this stuff taken off me.. in moments of crazy I have considered hacking it off myself and just going to the ER to make them fix it NOW. There are a lot of hygenic and clothing issues with were my excess skin lays :( Not to mention when I lay down in bed on my back I look like a skin puddle and when I lay on my side the skin folds over, creating a nice lil habitat for germy bacteria which breaks my skin out :(
can ya tell Im in a whiney mood today??? :P
Thanks for the well wishes babty :)
HUGS
P
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK
"Oh sweet and sour Jesus, that is GOOD!" - Stephen Colbert Lap RNY 7/07-- Lap Gallbladder 5/08--
Emergency Bowel Repair 6/08 -Dr. Meilahn, Temple U. Upper and Lower Bleph/Lower Face Lift 12/08
Fraxel Repair 2/09-- Lower Bleph Re-Do 5/09 -Dr. Pontell, Media PA Mastopexy/Massive
Brachioplasty/ Extended Abdominoplasty (plus Mons Lift and Upper Leg lift) / Hernia Repair
6/24/09 ---Butt Lift and Lateral Thighplasty Scheduled 7/6/10 - Dr. Ivor Kaplan VA Beach
Total Cost: $33,500 Start wt: 368 RNY wt: 300 Goal wt: 150 Current wt: 148.2 BMI: 24.7
I maaaay have been lurking enough to see your latest artistic work.. heheh I hope recovery is going nice and smooooth :)
21 days for me and Im so twisted inside I could puke up enough intestines to give myself a DS ;)
yaaaay for crazy dayz :P
love ya baby (sorry in the delay, I kinda forgot I posted this in two places)
Peekay
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK
Well--- at least I don't worry about regain----because if it came to that I'd have to jump off a freakin' cliff after all I have invested in this odyssey. ;)
You'll be cool, sistah.
"Oh sweet and sour Jesus, that is GOOD!" - Stephen Colbert Lap RNY 7/07-- Lap Gallbladder 5/08--
Emergency Bowel Repair 6/08 -Dr. Meilahn, Temple U. Upper and Lower Bleph/Lower Face Lift 12/08
Fraxel Repair 2/09-- Lower Bleph Re-Do 5/09 -Dr. Pontell, Media PA Mastopexy/Massive
Brachioplasty/ Extended Abdominoplasty (plus Mons Lift and Upper Leg lift) / Hernia Repair
6/24/09 ---Butt Lift and Lateral Thighplasty Scheduled 7/6/10 - Dr. Ivor Kaplan VA Beach
Total Cost: $33,500 Start wt: 368 RNY wt: 300 Goal wt: 150 Current wt: 148.2 BMI: 24.7
omg just put me into a coma till feb 2nd pleeeeeeeeeeeease??? can you say stress much? LOL
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK
Two words-- and it's my answer to everything: PEANUT BUTTER!
"Oh sweet and sour Jesus, that is GOOD!" - Stephen Colbert Lap RNY 7/07-- Lap Gallbladder 5/08--
Emergency Bowel Repair 6/08 -Dr. Meilahn, Temple U. Upper and Lower Bleph/Lower Face Lift 12/08
Fraxel Repair 2/09-- Lower Bleph Re-Do 5/09 -Dr. Pontell, Media PA Mastopexy/Massive
Brachioplasty/ Extended Abdominoplasty (plus Mons Lift and Upper Leg lift) / Hernia Repair
6/24/09 ---Butt Lift and Lateral Thighplasty Scheduled 7/6/10 - Dr. Ivor Kaplan VA Beach
Total Cost: $33,500 Start wt: 368 RNY wt: 300 Goal wt: 150 Current wt: 148.2 BMI: 24.7
Seriously I am SO F'n stressed Im am shrivelled up inside like a new op!! I had the FOAMIES twice last week cause I ate like I normally do and OMG I must have blocked out how miserable that was for the first 6 months post op :P Of course it helped me lose then and was a good thing now its just 1 more thing to stress over..
Im not gonna get in the calorie debates today ;) I steadily upped my cals post op until I got to a normal place. By times this caused a temporary weight gain that would send most people back to the safety of their previous calorie range. I waited it out every time and lost the gain within a month.
If I keep losing like this he wont have 10 pounds left to cut off of me.. that's not such a bad thiing right :P
BTW 158 for you is about 145 for me so we're at the same place right now... sooo neeeener neeeeener
giggles
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK
gawd didnt we just get surgery??? looking at our surgery dates kinda shocks me some days :P
You look much flabuless baby and you can ride on my magic carpet anyday ;) Its a great view from here :)
It will be a huge relief in 3 weeks, right now its just scarey :P
*snugs*
PK
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK