Do you still have some FABITS (fat habits) that are hard to shake?
I realized the other day that I still navigate right to the handicap stall in public restrooms. That's the only one that used to be big enough pre-surgery. So it was a nice "wow" moment to realize I didn't need it anymore, but a hard habit to break. How about you all...got some old habits that just won't die?
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Ditto to all the previous posts...especially for my eyes being bigger than my stomach! I take and order way too much food and end up taking home left overs that last for days!
One of my fabits that I noticed this past weekend was shopping...looking for the largest changing room and then refusing to believe my newer size. I was pulling 2x and 3x's off the rack only to slowly work down to an XL (in a Spanx no less!). When I asked my mom to get an XL for me and handed her the 3x to put back on the rack, she asked me why I would even take the 3x...I told her I couldn't help it and that I don't realize that I am smaller. I still see and feel myself as huge.
I only imagine that this journey will get stranger as I lose more...I am still trying to wrap my mind around the idea that I am on the verge of not be able to shop at Lane Bryant anymore ... I almost cried when I fit into a 14/16 sweater...from happiness AND sadness that I won't know how to shop anymore!!!
One of my fabits that I noticed this past weekend was shopping...looking for the largest changing room and then refusing to believe my newer size. I was pulling 2x and 3x's off the rack only to slowly work down to an XL (in a Spanx no less!). When I asked my mom to get an XL for me and handed her the 3x to put back on the rack, she asked me why I would even take the 3x...I told her I couldn't help it and that I don't realize that I am smaller. I still see and feel myself as huge.
I only imagine that this journey will get stranger as I lose more...I am still trying to wrap my mind around the idea that I am on the verge of not be able to shop at Lane Bryant anymore ... I almost cried when I fit into a 14/16 sweater...from happiness AND sadness that I won't know how to shop anymore!!!

day of surgery - 296 current goal - 195 highest ('98) - est'd 320
I hear all of you! I sometime dread putting on my shoes & then remember...oh, it's not bad anymore, I can still breath! I still reach for candy at the check out line in the store, I do still go to the big stall first in the bathroom, I do still struggle with what I see in the mirror...is it small, is it big, is me, is it a dream! It is all wierd~ Holli
Highest~ 267/ Surgery~ 253/Current~133/ GOAL 130
August 31, 2006 ~ Gastric Bypass~December 19, 2008 ~Tuck with muscle repair~December 16, 2009 ~ Tummy Tuck revision (loosened skin as a result of stretch marks), Mons reduction, Mini Inner Thigh Lift, BL/BA to Full C from AA :)~December 18, 2013 ~ Butt Lift and brachioplasty~Completed by Dr. Wang-Ashraf at Artisan Plastic Surgery in Atlanta, Georgia.
"No day, but today", RENT...Johnathan Larson
I very rarely went to a movie theater, but when I did, I always made sure I sat on an aisle seat so I could sorta "lean over" to give myself more room. In fact, anywhere I ever sat in public, I desperately looked for end or aisle seats, tables instead of booths, etc. And even though now I can sit anywhere, in any kind of seat or location, I still kinda hesitate and can't believe it!
Always,
Jo