Accountability Wednesday

I wish I could invite you to our Thanksgiving meal..I ate TWO of those frozen meals for lunch (well, one and then in two hours another one) the other day...

I'm having to make miniature pumpkin pie cuz...basically, no one here will eat it.

Totally depressing. They dont' like my cooking at all. My son will eat a dime size piece of turkey and retreat to his bedroom. A twelve pound bird and he eats a bite and then slinks away. sigh.

I really don't know why I'm cooking. I should go to Marie Calendar's and be done with it. The hermies like the turkey bones so at least they appreciate me. LOL

U are still having a hard time getting anything down. That is not good there has to be something wrong. go to the ER if you are not getting any info from your doc. you will not be alive long if you dont get some one to wake up and find out what is going on. I am so sad for you and i wish i could help more.

I went to the E.R. a few weeks ago. The doctor said I could have had a light stroke or heart attack. Just try and eat when I can. I am still drinking boost drinks. They have tons of sugar in them and make me feel bad but I don't throw them up. Thank you all for not judgeing me. On another board I got my ass told. And it hit me so very wrong and I lashed out back. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. Most of us have or had a eating disorder. That is how I got big to start with. I feel like nobody understands me and most people think I am bragging about being so sick. That is whacked up. 

Amy

I of all people have absolutely no right to judge anyone i am on the other side i have put back some and need to get it off. I am just very concerned about you. You need to eat to live honey. I hope someone can help you soon. I know that people are human and s**t happens. But with that said get your butt to another doc. keep bugging them till something is done. Cause if you loose any more you may just blow away in the wind. he he

i will be praying that there is no strong wind gusts in the future.

keep us posted k
((((hugs)))
faith