Accountability... what did you eat Sunday
B: Kay's White Cheddar Kruncheeze
S: 1/2 serving of TJ's White Cheddar Soy crisps
L: 1/2 mini whole wheat bagel with deli turkey and cream cheese
S: Chike smoothie
D: Chike smoothie
S: 4 mini SF cheesecake bites
Cals: 1028
Fat: 37g
Carbs: 66g
Prot: 97.5g
I'm low on everything today because the 1/2 of a mini whole wheat bagel stayed in my pouch and plugged everything up for most of the afternoon. I didn't even eat dinner because NOTHING sounded good.
Water: a little low today
Vits: done
Exercise: cleaning, laundry, errands
Weight: dropped another 1.5 pounds to 103.5 (don't know how in the hell that happened as I've significantly increased my calories over the past 10 days

Bekah
Lap RNY 6/7/07 (Consult -196 / Current - 111.2)
LBL/BA 8/13/08
Coccygectomy 3/09
Before Surgery: 214
Highest Weight: 240
Now: 125.6
Goal: 130
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK
Before Surgery: 214
Highest Weight: 240
Now: 125.6
Goal: 130
I do have to admit to myself a couple of things. 1) I am too skinny. With hanging skin removed I could easily weigh less than 110 pounds. Much too skinny for me at 5 ft 5 in. That makes me too low on the BMI charts too. The only thing that keeps me from being too skinny is what I'd love to have removed anyway...Not a good thing at all. 2) I do like to be told that I need to gain weight. For some odd reason, because of all the years that people told me to quit eating so much, the sound of people saying I'm too thin...Makes me happier than it should. There's something very wrong with that. So those two things being said, out loud, I have to try something like gaining several pounds without losing my mind or control. If I can gain 5 pounds and maintain right there...I really do have the control that I crave. If I lose control at 5 pounds and 5 becomes 10 becomes 40...Then I never really had control to begin with. It's worth the gamble because I'm pretty sure I can control this... I am up this morning to 121.3. I know it's probably water from all the salty stuff I ate this weekend but I'm encouraged that I only have alittle left to go. (deciding whether my goal is 122 (which was my weight in June) or 125 (which was my doctor's goal for me...So I still have control. If 122 is too easy for me, I'll see about jumping to 125 (yikes. my palms are sweating already).
Before Surgery: 214
Highest Weight: 240
Now: 125.6
Goal: 130