Did You Move To Lose Today? Mad as Hell and I don't know why?

Hey Everyone

I didn't go to my boxing class last night and didn't go to my strong class this morning.  Maybe that is why I am feeling the way I am today.  I am just so mad and tied in knots I want to hit something.  Do you ever have those days when you feel sorry for your self.  You add up all the sh$$ that is going on and then get mad about it.  But then get really mad at yourself because you should be thankful for all  you have.  It COULD ALWAYS BE WORST!!!!

We bought this house 4 years ago with the hope of selling it in 5 years and make enough money to move to Florida near the gulf, nothing big just a small place.  I DID not want this corner lot, but my husband did.  The big selling point is the view of the water and bridges and such.  I asked if there would be boxes to block our view and they said no.  Well, we have neighbors that have 5 kids and the ran out of storage space and built this monster shed that blocked our view of half the water and bridges on one side.  Now cable and such have come in and are putting in these huge ugly boxes on the other.   If we could sell our house and that is a big if, no one would want to buy it.  And with the market the way it is, we would lose money. 

Then I see a TV news story about people having to give up their dogs because they are losing their homes and can't afford to feed them, then feel like sh$$ waiting for change and start crying for feeling the way I do. 

I NEED CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



You may be saying why the hell is she writing this in an exercise thread?  Because we need to share the bad with the good with each other.  I really do believe if I had gotten my butt to boxing class and or the gym I would not feel so bad.  Thank God I don't have bad food in the house so I will keep eating the protein and go to my class tonight and hopefully this will pass.  OH, AND STOP COMPLAINING

So my friends, Did You Move To Lose and or Maintain Today?  I hope you are having a better day than I am....

Stay Strong, Sexy and Sassy

Take care,
Kathy

OK, so I don't have chocolate... but maybe I can give you a Pooh-hug? I hear you though... they don't come often, but I have days when I just feel like blah, grrrrrr, ugh, boohoo and more!  Hang in there!!! Angie

Awe Ang, that was sooooo sweet and no cals..  The Best Thanks for the hug, now if only my doggie will come back.  He is in the office with his daddy because he knows Mommy is spazzzing out.

Kathy, Havent heard from you in a while but Im sure your reading my posts so you know I can relate.... Like I said yesterday sometimes we need to give the mental a day off too. Take a break from your routine for a 1/2 hour and give your mind a break.  I know staying home in my sweats last night did me a world of good. Tonight taking the dogs for a walk, the 3 mile loop.  Then stop at bowling to see the girls.  Still on the DL for 3 more weeks. We are all in this together...... Tmac

Oh Tammy, 3 more weeks, 3 more weeks, 3 more weeks!!!   It will go fast I hope What is  your bowling average?

Kathy, I agree with you we all need to share the times we all feel like we are down in the dumps. So I am going to send you a lot of angle hugs and hope your day turns . Out to be a good day. Yes I know the feeling of being anger and upset with ourselves when. We do not take the time for us. I am going thur major stress over here being a ppl pleaser. And not knowing who to spend my day with. Meaning my grandfather has end stage cancer. And my mom expecting me to be at the home with him all of the time and. Does not understand why I am not there for him seven days a week.( even thur I work nites full time and spend four days a week with him. Meaning I enjoy the visit I have with them that last into four hour visits each time . I go and see him) Then to be there for her seeing how she just found out she has cancer. And at a job I am starting to hate really bad seeing how they look at me. As the abuse cut up barbie doll. Who husband starve her to death. ( Who does not eat real food which is deep fried foods and hamburgers and other things I promised to give up to be who. I am today ) Then there is home life that sucks at this time seeing how they all think. I only need a couple hours of sleep to meet all of there needs. So imo that is why I think this is a great post to come to. And to make the promise to myself no matter what happens in my life. There will be wonderful women who will be there and share what they are going thur. And what helps them stay on track and to meet there 8 weeks goal. And to there for one another. So I promise myself that no matter what happens. I will take the me time to myself and work thur life what ever it has to hand out to me. So for today work out. I could not walk outside due to the ice storm we got yesterday afternoon . So today I rode my bike for ten miles and worked out at the gym for a hour and a half. I wish you all a wonderful day and also a safe and wonderful nite Taichi.

You need this more than I do

Kathy and Tachi - thank you both for posting what you did - I've fallen off the wagon (again)  both with watching what I eat and exercising - had to go out of town for 2 days to deal with a stressful situation with my mil and that has thrown all of my planning by the wayside. Life just gets in the way - maybe i'm too much of a people pleaser. I know I need to put myself first, but finding that its too easy to get back into bad/old habits. It helps immensly to read that others are going through some of the same things and helps me to know I'm not the only one -I find that my motivation quickly goes out the window, but I'm gonna keep trying to get back on track. Maybe I'm trying to do too many things at once - ie, food tracking/portioning and exercise. Now that I wrote that out I think I should concentrate on one at a time so I don't feel so overwhelmed. Going to get back on the exercise wagon and then look at food tracking/portioning in a couple of weeks. Like Scarlett O'Hara said - Tomorrow is another day ............( time constraints tonight otherwise I'd walk the treadmill)

I like that....tomorrow is another day.  And we have to be here for each other in EVERY WAY. All aspects of live effects what we are trying to do to stay healthy and happy. You are in my thoughts my friend and let's do it....  We had or feel sorry day, now on with the week

Hi all Kathy, thanks for your honesty - it really helps to know that we are not the only ones who struggle and are not alone in dealing with 'stuff'. I walked my mile home, then crashed - went to bed at 6pm and slept solid til 10pm, and am now awake!!  I haven't been sleeping well lately so it was wonderful to be able to crash like that.  MIndyou, I ate a ton of junk beforehand - I realise now that my body was crying out for nutrients and sustince!!  I made bad choices, but as said in another post, tomorrow is another day. So I didn't get to do much exercise today.  I think my body, mind and spirit needed a rest.