Carnie Wilson
I have lost 115#'s. I had my surgery on January 20, 2004.
Michelle, just wanted to say that I identify with so much of what you said! I feel sad for her and scared for myself~gaining is my BIGGEST fear! I know there are people waiting for me to fail (my sil is #1!) I also have people tell me about others failures and it drives me crazy~I feel badly for the person being talked about and I get freaked out about it. Looking at someone's motivation for telling us these stories is a great idea~are they trying to undermind our success? make us feel bad about ourselves??? etc??? Anyway, I feel bad for Carnie. I can't imagine being in the public eye and having to deal with wls issues~its bad enough for the "normal" person to deal with. If I was on camera like that I would probably go into hiding if I gained weight~I mean this literally~I probably would not come out of my own home due to embarrassement and being self concious about it.
~*~Tracy B~*~
328/160 *** 5'9"
start/current

HW:330 - GW:150 - MW:118-125
RW:190 - CW:130
**Current Weight 149 pounds**
I *AM* the PK