You're soooo brave....
You are coming up with excuses and that's all well and good but it's not bravery that motivates most people. Very rarely do people wake up and go "you know, today i'm going to do random acts of brave and chivalrous things!" Each and every person on this board has things going on in their lives, important, life altering, amazing things but it's called making choices.
I am starting the pouch test today, on Saturday i've got a wedding, I'm hoping that the test is going to help me make better choices for myself when i'm at the wedding and for the rest of the week. The events in your life that you are fearing are but small obstacles in your path, you can choose to make them into monumental events or you can choose to go, rut in my path but i am still on the right path and I can get back on the road tomorrow.....it's all about choices. ANDI