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Thank you for your wonderfully honest post. I agree with you wholeheartedly.

I think there is an impression that because I'm so faithful to my protein & vites that I *never* do stupid stuff. To which I must say:

HAH.

Like that's ever going to happen. Or not. Whatever.

Getting older got me more wrinkles, not more smarts.

I don't think you're nuts, but maybe if you looked at this whole thing from a 'health' issue, and not 'weight' issue, you might make better choices.  I totally understand about the pain in your chest as it goes from one arm to the other through my chest and it really hurts.  It hurts enough that it scares me into making right food choices as I fear it could be a heart problem.  I've heard that there are more and more cases of heart attacks of WLS patients, and I don't want to 'go' that way. 

Just make the right choices for your HEALTH and because you want to LIVE regardless of what you are weighing.  If you keep that frame of mind, hopefully the right choices will take over the bad ones!

God bless!

Robin