Cant' stop eatting
I can't stop eatting. I'm not feeling well, my pouch is grouchy but I'm soooooooo extremely stressed out tonight, I find myself eatting all the time!!!!! OMGSH - I never knew I was such a stress eatter. I should be able to stop but am still eatting. I'm a nervous wreck. Some things have happened and I don't know what to do, who to call, my kids are sort of freaked. And I'm a total mess!!!!! My dh hasn't come home and he should have been home HOURS ago!!!!!! I'm sick with worry! My kids missed a very important meeting because he wasn't here and by the time we realized he wasn't home, it was too late to get them a ride. They were crying and mad at me.... then over the last two hours I've watched them go from mad to scared cuz daddy isn't home yet. He should have been home about four hours ago.
I HATE this. I hate this. I don't know what to do. I don't even know the location of where he was going. I'm freaking out here!!!! I hate being in a strange state that we don't know anyone!!!!
THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!
Laurie
I can do all things through CHRIST who strengthens me
RNY 5-19-05 hernia repair/tt 4-10-06
BW: 262 lbs GW: 140 lbs CW: 126 lbs
5 Day Pouch Test Graduate!!! I lost 5 pounds and feel GREAT
Laurie, How horrible for you. Is there anyone from your church that you could call? A neighbor? Anyone he works with that might have info?
I will pray that he arrives home soon and is safe. Try the best you can to stay calm and not get yourself sick with stress eating.
Let us know when he is safe at home.
Hugs
Sher
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Gosh Laurie!
I can totally *feel* your stress and am sure your kiddos feel it too and that just escalates everything until it is out of control.
Do this: Think about the things you CAN control and deal with that. Instead of feeding your grouchy pouch more drink something ice cold or a nice cup of tea, whichever is more comforting to you. Try to divert your kids' attention with a book, movie, game, prayer, ect. until Daddy comes home. You will have to force yourself to do it. My DK's are 3 and 5 so this might be harder for you.
Anyway, I am so sorry you are going through this. I hope that wherever your DH is, he'll call soon!
I'm sorry you're frightened. I believe all will be well and he'll get home soon. Just don't kill him as soon as he walks in the door. My husband pulls this crap about once a year. He never understands why I worry so much then scream at him.
Pray with your children. Put on some music and sing. Deep breaths....
Oh Laurie.. I hope everything is ok.. I am worrying with you.. I am sending prayers your way that he is safe and on his way home. Please,,,,please... let us know that everything is ok. Have faith that God is watching over him and your family and it will be ok. I will continue to watch for your post tonight to see if you are ok.
Take a deep breath and know that we care.
All my prayers and luv
Carla
Take a deep breath and know that we care.
All my prayers and luv
Carla
Laurie...I hope that all turned out well...I didn't read this until this am....I hate it even when my hubby is a 10 minutes late(I'm a total worry wart from the get go)....as far as the emotional eating, I honestly don't know..I'm muncher when things get rough....Dede
308 start weight on 7/18/06
258 50 pounds GONE on 9/26/06
208 next goal 100 gone (done on 3/1)
190 dr goal
150 goal weight
135 current
I stopped eatting, he finally came home AFTER I had the police out looking for him and had called all the hospitals in the area!!
When I finished being totally hystarical and crying - I got extrememly MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! Im still mad!!!!!!!! I plan on being MAD all day (well, at him anyway).
He was so not worried, and like whats all the fuss about.... gggggrrrrr, he should have come in the door crawling on his hands and knees. lol
Thanks for your prayers, I appreciate them all.
EDIT: and I'm making HIM explain to the kids why they missed their event last night!!!
Laurie
I can do all things through CHRIST who strengthens me
RNY 5-19-05 hernia repair/tt 4-10-06
BW: 262 lbs GW: 140 lbs CW: 126 lbs
5 Day Pouch Test Graduate!!! I lost 5 pounds and feel GREAT
I told you. Husbands suck sometimes.
Rather than acting out your mad, which gets you nowhere and they ignore or turn it back to make everything your fault... tell him how upset and worried you were and that it hurts you to think you mean so little to him that he wouldn't think you'd notice him not coming home for hours after he's expected.
Make him get a cell phone too.
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