Here to whine some more
I wish I knew the answer to your problem. I'm only 13 months post-op and haven't run into those problems yet. I took Zoloft when my father died a few years ago, and it did cause me to gain weight and my doctor suggested Wellbutrin instead. I'm sure you don't look like a tub of lard. I hate it that you think of yourself that way. Whatever you do, please don't give up on yourself. It's definitely not too late for you to reach your goal.