Sad News
So sorry to hear about your loss. Having lost my dad 17 years ago, I can tell you that it will be quite some time before you get past feeling fine/not fine/fine again. You WILL get to the place eventually thought that it is not NEARLY as painful as it is right now. I am sooooo thankful that you are not heading down the same road that your mom did. You made a wise decision to help yourself before you got to that point!!! Stay strong and don't let the "emotional eating" derail your own journey!! Hugs, Piggybabe