Thank you all

Thank you all of sending me  some replies. I have a doctors appointment with a new doctor next thursday. I am not leaving his office till I find out what is wrong. unless they call the cops and make me leave. I am going to sit down and wright a list of what all is wrong with me and give it to him. And if he don't know what to do he needs to send me or tell me some where to go. I live 1 hour away from charlotte where all my gbs doctors are. I will be there thursday. If no results......I am going to take my Skinny @ss to the ER in charlotte and keep on and keep on going till they get so tired of me that they do some thing. I don't care what they think of me anymore..........I just want help............And thanks again. God bless all. Have a blessed day..... Amy

Good for you, Amy!! I am proud of you for being pro-active in your care.  You deserve happiness and health.  Keep us updated... Heather

Amy - I'm so glad you've made this decision.  I too have been worried about you for a while.  The few times I've dumped have taught me that it is not fun, I can't imagine dumping all the time.   I also can't understand what's up with your doctors, even if they think (which I do not) that you have an eating disorder why are they not referring you for help.  It's apparent to me that you are suffering from malnutrition (I know this because I have had bouts of anorexia in the past), how can doctors not see this?  Have you had labs done? Please follow through and get help, I believe it's a matter of life and death.  Please email me if you need to talk. Micha

I AM AT THE POINT NOW THAT I THINK IT IS A GET HELP OR DIE SITUATION NOW. THE DOCTORS SAID I DIDN'T HAVE A EATING DISORDER. HE SAID THAT I JUST GET SICK WHEN I EAT. THAT I DON'T MAKE MYSELF PUKE. I AM AT THE POINT I AM SO WEAK I CAN'T MOVE VERY WELL. MANY OF MY SON'S FRIENDS HAS ASK HIM IF I HAD CANCER OR IF I WAS ON CRACK. HE IS 21 YEARS OLD BUT STILL I DON'T WANT PEOPLE ASKING HIS STUFF LIKE THAT. IF THEY KNEW ME ANYWAY THEY WOULD KNOW BETTER. I REALLY DO LOOK LIKE A SKINNY CRACK HEAD. I HAVE DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES. MY EYES ARE ALL SUNK IN. MY LEGS ARE SO FAR APART YOU COULD DRIVE A MACK TRUCK THROUGH THEM. I CAN'T SCRATCH WHEN I ITCH......IT HURTS MY BONES. THEY STICK OUT ALL OVER... SOMETHING WILL BE DONE ON THURSDAY. I CAN'T DIE AND LEAVE MY KIDS. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. GOD BLESS AMY

Amy, please let us know what they tell you.  Don't give up, be persistant, you have a right to good medical help. Hugs,

I am glad to hear you are going to the doctor. The list is a good thing to do. You GBS doctor may not be the one that will find the answer for you but keep going to someone until you do. There ar meds out there that will help. Like I said I am taking more meds then before the surgery but I am not dumping everyday and I can eat again. I am still tired and have headaches but it is getting better with meds. Just keep after them it will get better. Good luck make sure you let us know how it goes. Kim