TIME FOR A WLS GRADS ROLL CALL

Alcohol!!! I've gained nearly 40# in the last year due to too much booze and not enough exercise!! However, I have stopped drinking and am back on track, first by going on liquids for the next week and weaning myself back on solids in the next few weeks. As well as exercising daily!! I’m getting married for the first (and last) time in October. I want to feel (and look) my best!!! As well as be healthy overall! I've returned to OH for support, i know I'm not the only one whos has gained weight back.
1. First name or names you go by on the boards. Mspring64
2. Surgery type: Lap RNY
3. Surgery date: 12/22/05
4. How far post-op: 18 months
5. Highest weight: 294
6. Day of surgery weight: 287
7. Goal weight: Doctor's to loose 100 lbs. Mine was to get into a single digit pant size.
8. Current weight: 132 lbs and size 6
9. Lowest post-op weight if different than current weight: 129lbs
10. Biggest struggle: Besides loosing my hair and having to cut 18 inches off, the biggest struggle for me is dealing every day with my old eating habits and the stresses that led to them. I realized I was eating out of boredom, anxiety, stress, companionship and basically to shield myself. From what? I guess being hurt. Instead of replacing my food compulsion/addiction with alcohol, drugs or sex, I was shopping all the time. Since I was thinner, it gave me an excuse to shop for new clothes. But now that I have maxed out my credit cards, I have to face the reasons why I used food for companionship and comfort. This has not been an easy journey, but I do not regret my decision to have this surgery. My health has improved, off BP rx's, no more sleep apnea and physically I don't even feel like the same person. But mentally, I am the same person. It's just now I can not hide behind my fat and use my weight as an excuse for not living my life. I know this is journey and I am nowhere near the end.