Leaving 4 surgery tomorrow!

And well, I am scared to death! I should be all happy and excited that my journey is near an end, and I get to start a NEW trail.... but I'm not. I am scared and ready to cry at any moment. I would like to ask others, is this normal? To feel so sad and scared when this is something that I Chose to do? I feel like I am because I have been so excited up until a few days ago, with each day getting worse and worse. Thank you to the board for all your insights and help. This board is a great source of information and support! I would be lost without being able to read it from time to time. And Congrats to all the "losers" I am all packed and my clothes are all laid out ready for my flight out. I wish I could just feel better and not feel like I want to run away! Thank you all Sharon

Oh Sharon I am so excited for you! I am still 6 weeks pre-op but now that your time has come I would imagine that all of the things that you are feeling are perfectly normal. When is your actual day of surgery? When will you be back home? Do you have a support person going with you? Best wishes for a successful surgery and a speedy recovery! Please check back in with us when you return, I'll be looking forward to heariing all about it! Good luck you're going to do just great!

Sharon, your not nuts. In fact, I would be a little worried for you if you weren't at least a little nervous. My night before surgery was really emotional. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hat