Oh boy oh boy oh boy oh boy oh boy!!!!!

Surgery will be in 17 DAYS!!!! The countdown begins and I can hardly believe this long torturous wait will finally be over. Hope I've lost enough weight for the surgeon's liking. And think I need to lose at least another 10 lbs real quick. Any suggestions appreciated. After all, we're all experts at losing the weight aren't we?! Only this time, it will be gone forever. That gives such a feeling of hope and excitement that I've not dared to let myself feel because of all the draining weight loss attempts and maintenance failures. It is so painful to be obese and to be trapped in your own body. FINALLY - a chance to make things different!!!!! wooo hoooo!!!!!

KIKI WOOOOO HOOOOOOO! YOU GO GIRL! root beer of cource! xoxoxox Tee