Dreaming I'll fail!!!!
Ugh, you're speaking my language. I have horrible dreams like this before major stuff in my life all the time and it sucks!!
VSG with Dr. Salameh - 3/13/2014
Diagnosed with Binge Eating Disorder and started Vyvanse - 7/22/2016
Reconstructive Surgeries with Dr. Michaels - 6/5/2017 (LBL & brachioplasty), 8/14/2017 (UBL & mastopexy), 11/6/2017 (medial leg lift)
Age 42 Height 5'4" HW 319 (1/3/2014) SW 293 (3/13/2014) CW 149 (7/16/2017)
Next Goal 145 - normal BMI | Total Weight Lost 170
TrendWeight | Food Blog (sort of functional) | Journal (down for maintenance)
When I was on the liquid diet I constantly would dream that I binged on some junk food and I'd feel so guilty for ruining everything. When I'd wake up I'd have a hard time believing that I didn't do that.
Highest Weight ~400, Surgery Weight 293, Current Weight 227, Goal Weight 180
Highest BMI: 59.1, Current BMI: 32, Goal BMI: 25
VSG on February 20, 2017
Also remember another factor in dreams... What your body is doing in the sleep cycle. Climbing stairs, taking elevators, walking up hills in dreams... Are usually in the cycle of rising from a deep sleep to a lighter sleep level. Falling, sinking, walking down stairs, etc... are as your body is trying to get into the deep sleep.
So the sinking + storing anxiety = chair breaking!
Now that you are awake you can remember that your chances of chair breaking is going down every day you work the program!
Good luck
It is better to travel and get lost...
Than never to travel at all.