I need some help - advice

You are more likely to have complications or die from being morbidly obese. Complications from WLS are very rare. Heart attacks, strokes and diabetes are almost a guarantee if you don't lose the weight. Do you know any morbidly obese old people? Questioning is normal. What we struggle with the most is in our head. You will mourn food and have to break old habits but YOU CAN do this . You deserve it!