Terrified

In short, yes.

I have blogged about these specific things myself:

http://www.theantichick.com/2016/08/05/the-easy-way-out/ 

http://www.theantichick.com/2016/10/19/cognitive-dissonance/  (about body positivity and WLS)

http://www.theantichick.com/2016/10/27/intuitive-eating-and- wls/ 

And, having had all those thoughts, at 5 months out I'm still a newb, but I think this was the best choice I could have made for my health.  You're going to do great!

Thanks for your reply. Those posts were great, thanks for sharing them with me!