Really Rough Ppst-op and complications

Oh Darcy, I am so sorry :( I too suffered post op and I literally felt like I was dying. I regretted my decision and was mad at myself for doing it. I can tell you though that those feelings passed and rather quickly. Soon you will be able to look back on this and think yes, it was hard, it sucked, but it's over and now life can and will only get better. You are in my prayers!